hey .....
had the worst Raya this year !!!!
and had a bad day yesterday .....
it was like a nightmare ......

haish .....
wish i could have not met anymore gerls ......
haish ...... now im gona make my face drop .....
i may pass my bike liscense .....
bt to have a gerl .....
ooooh no .....

i failed my IA ady ......( industrial attchment )
quited the course .....
now concentrating on my liscense ......

haish ....
thought that there's no more probs ......
bt then this prob emerge ......
haish ....
thing i should have leave u alone ......

bt nvm ....
its done ......
if anyone who reads this and taken my words......
im sori ......

mayb im better of alone ......
mingling ......
and mayb ......
im juz who i am .....
bt ur the best even though u gave me the worst ......
best as in ..... hard to get thingy......

aiiiite ..... till here .....

Hmmm ......

at this point of hour ......
Guest What ????!!!!



im talking on the phone ........
with someone ......
dun wanna name that somone either him/her .........
shocked that someone ask me questions ......
and guest what ??????

SECRET !!!!!!!!

hahahahhahahs

this is Nur azfirina

my youngest cousin

guess wat !!!

she's a sis now !!!!

and this is her new born bro

hmmmm.....his name is

Azfiq haikal

wow

cool name huh ???

hmmmm ....

k lah till here .....

for those blogpoopers .....

sori for the late updates aiiites.....

Look here !!!

this is wat ive done

with my bro's

hows that

bt this is quite old juz got it from fash hp ...

hahahhas ....

cool lah sheyeyeh !!!!

don't only thing gerls are camwhores

hahahahs

cool rite.....

wanna see faces .....of people not fasting !!!!

this is the pics of us ......

Hahahahs .....

its me, alep , fash .....

at the bustop .....

yesterday ......

we talk bout the fasting thingy ....

how many days did i fast in a month ....

i told them .....

this i play this formation for the past few years ......

1:1 ......

they curious of knowing ???

i told them what i meant by >> "1:1 "

which is i only fast for the opening and closing of the month ....

hahahahs ....

the laugh and say .... like as if ur alone .....

we r all the same......

hahahhahas.....

Peace up !!!

hey this is wat i call goin terawih ...

actualli

i call it " Al-arcade !!"

then we go to surau which is " Al-park"

hehehehhes.....

nvr go mosque for prayers

bt go to hang around playing arcade

hahahahhas

wtf alot of sin's ive done ....

how to face judgment day like this ....

haish .....

what must i do ???!!!!

haish ....

i know im not to late to change

to the right path bax

bt mayb its juz not the time for me ....

haish ....

and this is my fren which i tagged along wif me later on

bfore i face judgment .....

fashilin

The past weeks .....

i went to enjoy myself wif my bro, dink , syawal & aliff aziz .....
we went to "O" bar during ladies night ......
i had a great time ..... of releasing my stress .....
takin up Tequila shots , jugs after jugs of bourbon coke .......

had my day done .....
bt im not as happy as other guys ......
i dun feel the real love .....
getting to grine the ladies was fun bt not even a touch to the heart ....
was i fallen for .......

i got to know a lady by the name of diana .......
it was around the time i had probs ....
i went online to look out for ladies i cn ask to get to know to make my partner .....
her name caught my attention ......

saw her pics .....
hmmmm .....
she's kinda hardy type of gerl ......
thats wat i like ......
hard to get .....
bt when u get ......
u'll nvr regret .......

haish .....
bt things start to happen .....
she was bz then ......

i was sa lil upset of the breaking news .....
bt i know life is unfair .....
somethings nids to go .....
some hurts even if its for a short moment .......
bt as i get to know her ......

by talkin otp ......
its like .....
as the clock ticks as hours passes by .....
she's like a magnet pulling me down .....
and she's the one made me fall ......
haish ......

bt i was shocked to hear her askin me all the question ....
bax at me ....
its like throwin a match w/o noticing that theres gasoline .....
hahahahhas .......
she throw at me bax questions .....
like WTF lor ......
haish ....
bt i like that type of lady to be my " G !!!"
hahahahhas ......
hey ..... if u read this .....
im sori .....
its juz personel feeling which i try to express out ......
aiiiite .......

after all its nice knowing someone like u deeanaa !!!!
ARE U STILL DOWN ????
hopefully ur not aiiites......

Life has always been unfair

somethings in life that i want is not what i cn get

its been a long time since i nvr blog

i use to have this thinking of quiting

bt why are the people around me

still care

haish

mayb this is juz the start of an end

im waiting for the time to end it all

time ticks by where i cn go bax to the past

wats done is done

thats all i know

tryin to enjoy myself

bt i know its wrong

enjoying now doesn't leads me to nowhere

juz leads me to another fail

haish

hopefully i cn let tyme flies fast

as i reach to my goals

Bax to work yesterday.....
and ya .....
chef's all welcome me bax to the kitchen ......
im sori ..... if i made u all suffer bruders and sistas .....
im bax in the team ......

so ya ..... lets go through this tgether .....
im fully healed .....
actually not so .....
still coughing ......
bt the Flu is gone ......

at last .....
i love this type of feeling .....
which is like juz came bax after a fall of the sick ......
hehehehs.......

im bax .....
and gonna take care of myself .....
to not damage myself ......
try to fight my sickness ......
and i want to push myself to the limit cn i ????

hhahahahas.......
niwae .....
anyone ......
this saturday free to club ?????
hahahahs.....
tyme to party people ......

hahahhahas.........
hmmmmm ......
and now ......
i finish updating......
updates soons aiiite......
gotta go go ......

Hate this sickness ......
its like WTF !!!!!
the Flu pulling me down .....
with all those dirty stuffs i hate .......
my nose is so runny argghhh !!!! bt nw less ady ......
bt the cough ..... killin me sia !!!!

arrrggghh !!!!!
haish got a 7 days MC !!!!
and thats a bad sign !!!!

Wish i could go bax to work .....
cnt let my bro's of work and all my mates there .......
haish ......
endin this MC leave till this Sat .......
plz .......
i nid energy to regain this lost .....
i don't want to fail this IA ..........

arrrrggghhh !!!!!!
haven't take up bike lesson somemore ......
haish .........

bt check my TP test ady ......
its on the 17 september .....
cn i make it up there ......
haish ......

tday i go for theory leh .....
coz im feeling a bit better ......
then mayb im takin my Theory trial test ......
and gonna book my riding theory test .......

after that ...... ready to roll ......
that part everyday go work want ......
hahahhahas .......
i want to have that "P" plate ridin feeling .......
hahahhahas ......

hope to heal soon ........
till here ......
upodates sooons ......

yesterday .....
was the most memoriest moments .....
wif my chef's ......
wat a hell of a birthday ......
its like making u go high up in the sky .....
and bax down to earth like asteriod ........
smashin myself straight down to the center of earth .......

hahahhahsa ......
attchment is great .....
love the place even though im always been nagged at .....
so wat .....
common give me juz a lil more time .....
gaining my speed .....
my skills ......

then .....
gona do something of my kind ......
my colours of food .....
the secret in me ......

the passion .....
the love and cherishness of my heart to the food .......

aniwae .....
its nice to have u all ......
FATIN , CHEF ROHAIZAD , CHEF CHRIS, CHEF KENETH & SALLEH .......
thnx to IGUANA RESTRAUNT for the drinks .......enjoy it ..... lots

w/o u guys .....
live wouldn't be so happening ......
fatin ......
i'll keep the promise and i will go it through wif u together .......
common ...... my culinarians mate ......
we have only a few months more left .....
lets buck up ......
and show our chefs .....
that we from ITE have the value .......

its how u love cooking ......
and have all the pain u get .......
u'll never regret .......

meet u guys bax in school during GRADUATION .......
miss the old times sitting in class .......

till here ..... i have updates......
gonna update soon ......

tday is my bdae .....
i get wat i dun expect .....
a lil cockup in the morning .....
ni ahpun lah .......
cn do one .....
go enroll at 8+ in the morning .......

then .......
went over to see bikes ......
juz waiting for my pay .....
gonna bomb in 1/2 of the money at the driving centre ......
ma'am ...... gonna ride wif liscence .....
im bax in action ......
speed ......
and my integrity ......
loving this line .....
and not gonna leave till its the right time too .........

got my loves ones bax......
gain someone new " aishah "
happy to see my old bros ........

and more .......
thnx for bringing me up to this stage .....
update u guys when i finsih TP .....
aiiiite ....

its been a mth for me at ......
fish market bistro & bakery at greendwood ave ......
im left wif 4 mths pluz now .......
aniwae .....
was shocked to hear ......
that some peoples dropped out of attchment ......
common man ......
its juz six mths ......

find urself a time to enjoy after that .......
few mths then ......
its done ......
dun wori ......

we'll meet again .....
bt im really sad .....
to have the class new divided ........

we lost alot of people ......
its so bored .....
we use to be like a family .......
bt now divided to each self individuals thinking .......
aniwae ..... thnx for being part of me ......
appreciate u guys alot ......

hope to bump in to u guys out there .....
somnedays ........

till here .....
off to work .....
gtg....

juz came home at 12.30 .....
hmmmmm .....
its been so long .....
nvr like hang out wif ma old bros.....
1 week of missin .....
like as if its like a few months ......

hiash ......
bt then .....
its been so long that ok lah......
we had a lot of things to talk ah.....
hahaha......
bt nw ......

mayb we gonna be much more closer.....
haish ....
tmr work at 2 .....
after an off day......
this saturday got futsal with my chefs.....
hahahhahas
so cool .....
nvr had work in place like this got healthy lifestyle one.....
hahahhahas......

k then.....
bout the pics.....
tmr .....
we will update......
im goin to put it here.......

and hopefully u guys dun miss it aiiite.....
culinarians.....
gotta go go .....

hmmmm .....
to my readers
try to upload the pics for u all to see
my attchment place
the pics of the KRAZY us there
aiiiite
update soon when i get the lappy
once again gotta go go !!!!

HEY GUESS WAT

i think ah i fell sick tday

bcoz of yesterday i push myself off limits ah

hahahhahas

bt the best thing is i made the old man " Vincent"

shut his mouth up

coz i cn do it on my own now

its juz time to

stand up

so after the "MC" tday no more ah !!!!

KANINA !!!

hahahahhas

bt wat to do

and now its up to Fatin , Me , & Li Zhen

on the way to our restraunt i heard

WTF

that place three of us

that cool

hahahhahah

i survived the door of wat they call

"HELLS KITCHEN"

no so lah actually

only my stomach had a shock till

i get diahrroea sia

hahhahahas

dizzy

mayb less sleep ah

hahahhas

the station that i worked at

is concered

(X) DEEP FRYER (X)

cn crozz it out

hahahhahas

i wanna try out ah

work at the salad station

mayb try nxt week ah

hahahhaha

swap wif fatin

hahahhahahs

if cn ah

i want to learn all teh station bfore i finish my attchment

coz i feel that the pay is not so bad

the working enviroment

so friendly sia

only some lah

got a lil conflict among two person ah

ahahhahha

bt wat to do

work is work mah

hahahhah

u gotta chill

juz dun be like me

one say to do this first

when another one say

do that first

so make up ur own mind

aiiiite

to my culinarian friend

lets burn it up in HELL

and for kian ann ah

he straight away

R.I.P

hahahahhah

gotta go go !!!

today ah !!!!

im sick ah ......
wtf !!!!
its a sudden change ah .....
i woke up wif cramps on my stomach ....
and kept goin toilet man ......

haish .....
miss the place ah ....
i miss work alots.....

gonna get mc soon .....
i'll go to the doct soon ah......
aiiite.....
updates later aiiite.....
gotta go go ......

was reallay tired ah !!!!

juz woke up .....
from my beauty slip .....
its like heaven sia .....
haish .......
tday im doing afternoon shift .......

whereby .....
im doin it alone in the kitchen with another chef.....
hmmmmmmm ......
must report at 2 ....
this is my first ....... time doin afternoon .....
fatin got split today .....
hmmm ....
bt nvm ......i nid this slip ah ......
haish ......

bt then .....
its nice to slip long like this u should try ......
hhehehehehs.....
niwae ....
updates soons aiiite....
gotta go .....
update ya when im update it .....

today ah !!!!

i was on split shift again .....
met fatin at normal spot ....
which is couted as all chef's and service side base lah.....
which is coffee shop ......

hmmmm ........
then ...... i ate a big pau ..... and a coke .....
bought my daily pack.....
and off to work i head with fatin .....
hmmmm ......

we start our morning mis'en place ......
adn start the operation ......
hmmmmm actually ah ......
i was at the fryer lah ......
and theres this old guy ......
by the name of Vincent ......
wah ..... he teach me the way ah ......
tell u my blood boils up to the tip of my hair sia ......

i dunno lah why .....
bt its so sudden .....
everyone saw that im turned off working ady ah ......
especially a chef there by the name of Chris ....
he confront me outside during break ......
haish ......
even though he was the want who scolded me .....
bt then .....
i know that its a good way of trainin myself up ......
hahahahhas ......
bt then .....
wat to do .....
we r still slaves for the 1st month .....
get it rite .....
out of the slavery .....
and freedom starts to come ......

hahhahahas .....
niwae ..... had a fun day ......
no cockups.....
and this is the first job in kitchen ......
that have an activity which is playing futsall .....
wa ..... long time nvr play lah ......
cnt kick ady ah ......

bt then nvrmind .....
my head chef , which is Alan says .....
this " if u nvr turnup ...... nizam ..... i'll burn ur log book !!! "
and he says oops im sori ..... i burn it up ..... let me put it off with oil....
.oops..... i thought its water .....
haish ....
so sad ah .....
must go lah ......
hahahahhas ......

k lah till here .....
gotta go go ......
one month till my bdae .... from now ah ......
KNN !!!!
miss 18 in a month ady lah ......

then its freedoim ......

hmmmmm .....
had an off day tday ......
bt then cnt rest sia ......
its like i think ah .....
im use to it ah .....
rest a lil .....
less appetite and like more active .......

hmmmm .....
mayb juz me .....
spend 12 hours outside wif my frenz.....
its like a week of work and miss them like as if one month .....
alot of things to talk about .......

hmmmmmm .....
went to woodlands and got a stud for my ear ......
and much more ah ......

hmmmmmm ......
now nid to rest .......
aiiiite.....
tmr update.....
nid to go have some slip ......
got to go go ......

Yesterday !!!!!
is so tradgic ......
haish ......
it was a seriously tiring day .......
fatin and i served 200 pax .......
our deep fryer ......
nvr stop having FNC " fish n chips "
haish ......
somemore got different types off fish .......

hmmmmm .....
and its once of our CDP's Bdae ......
which is Vincent .......
hmmmmmmm ........
fatin and i had a day .......
and its like nvr stop rushing ......
to get tHE things done .....
like in the morning preparing all the frying items
like soft shell crab , fish for house Fnc ..... prawns ...... squids ........
doin the batter ......
doin tofu ........doin crab cake .....
arrrggghhh ......
started at 10.30 .......
bt the order slam us in at 12 .....
wa !!!! heng cnt make it sia .......

Coz my chef got say B4 .........
if i nvr get my order ......
i will jump on u .....
and u'll cnferm jump to the wall one ......
hahahahhas ........

bt then .....
yesterday was fun .......
doin closing ......
had a good communication wif fatin .......
and the break we had a t Adam's road......
i ate nasi bryani ......
fatin ate chix rice .....
hehehhehehes......
wa tiring day .......

haish ......
after the break more slam in orders ........
somore tofu .....
all the tofu ......
deep fry only break ......
haish ......
so sian want .......
haish ......
bt nvr mind .......
its a day with like full house .....
coz its fathers day .......
waaa..........

at around 9 ......
teh manager stepped in and say ......
k tday .......
all the chefs here .......
will be given a mug of beer .......
all on him .....
ok lah ......
so after the closing all the beer start coming in the kitchen ......
hahahhahahas......
was damn fun......
long time nvr drink ......
bt still the old me not drunk ......
hahahhahahas.......

bt then drink2 ady ......
nvr close the deepfryere ........
arrrgggghhh !!!!
fatin asked me through the msg a nite ......
then i rmbr ......
haiyo ......

k then till here .......
updates on the way ......

As the days past by at my attchment work place ......

i see a shimering light
of them acepting me
and like advicing me more
at times i feel irritated by wat they say
sometimes like arrrgghhh !!!! nvr learnt this in skool .....
but must do the things
actualli wat i meant was like the method they do it is different.....

hmmmm ..... bt nvm ......
its how i myself gonna acept it and try to conserve this line......
im not gonna fall bax .....
i've gone this far ......
failed .....
thnx to my classmates......
and especially ma'am .....
i nid to thank all of u .....
alot ......

i wonder how could i repay bax......
wat u all did to my life ......
its like a total change.....
have a thinking of giving up......

bt ma'am tried her best .....
to pull me bax in .....
her advice juz make me listen ......
and w/o all of u ......
i don think im me .......

its like a total disaster ...... bfore.....
and cleaned up the messed ..... totally ......
even outsiders......
hmmmmm ...... im juz bax to normal.....
not alot of my old bro's ...... came bax .....
mayb they came bax bt some of them cnt be bothered......
coz all they talk has no sense......

haiz......
wish if i could realise this earlier .....
cn get four pointer sia ..... inn my GPA .....
and my attitude of laziness .....
stubborn ...... bad habit.....
hmmmmm .......

bt then life has to move on like passing clouds......
every day the sun rises and sets......
its a change occuring in life .....
its how u choose ur path in the light and the dark .......

hmmmmmm .......
gonna pursue a better life .....
and gonna get all the goals in life .....
riding a bike with license......
a stable job to maintain myslef.......
to maintain a bike ......
to give my parents..... my family food ......
a better life is wat i want ......

acepting all the facts now .....
and i juz won't change this thinking path ......
haish .....

mayb its juz wat i m ......
and its juz all the bro's i have in team metro ......
and the new ones...... i've met......
juz won't me change bax to the old days.....
mayb lah.....
if there is one condamn.....
hmmmm .....
mehbee......
i'll be affected .....
or
i'll juz say to him .....
hmmm ....
mayb its ur time lah ah .....
im juz living a live....
enjoying the last few moments of breathing .....
entertaining myself .......
my bro's ....
my fren.....
my bike......
my classmates......
my family ......

life is aboutall the things lah.....
so 18 is juz a total chagne ......
aiiite.....
till here updates soons aiiite.....
gona thug myself on bed.......
after washing my chef uni .....
gotta go go .....
fire now .....
fire .....

i got more ordersheets to do ....
thats juz wats on my mind....
preparing myself for a new brighter day ahead
aiiiite..... life in terms of cooking to describe.....
its how u doa mise'en place.....
if u know to choose the vege
it won't taste bad for a stock lah ah ......
k then ...... updates soons.....
and try to snap pics of me and fatin at ..... work .....
hope u all try to enjoy viewing and without taggin
hehehehhes.....plz tagg aiiite.....reply to u soons

TODAY

hmmmm .....
i was at the fryer doin opening.....
hmmmm .....
doin all those preps
bfore operation
hmmmmmm

nid to do alot of work sia
bt its fun u know

SOMETIME
in the morning when u " STEAM2 " BLUR SOTONG "
suddenly kena " FUCK"
hahahahhaha

bt then its like normal
everyday is juz boring
bt then just now
" SLAM SIA! "

i kept this in mind after
Fatin tells me to push myself
and tday i did it
i juz know i cn

hmmmmm
bt then i know theres a limit
cibai that uncle ah
wanna tekan me
seee
kena bax ady
ask me to fry this & that
fry give ady
nvr up
then he kena Fuck & tekan by upper hand
hahahahhaha

bt aniting
still we are in the working industry
no more skool ah eh
no more teacher to help u
ur on ur own feet lah nabeh
hehehehehs

bt to all my culinarian classmate
tahan a lil
u'll sure see a bright light shining up ahead
they tekan u
so u cn do it

aiiiiie.....
bt then got limit ah
hehehehehs

aiiiiite......
till here then .....
speed writing and cookin
FIRE LAH CIBAI !!!!
i nid to FIRE MY POST NOW !!!!

YESTERDAY

learnt how to

• fire alot of F&C (fish and chip) from different types of fish & types of coating
• learnt to cook soft shell crab, and taking out the gills
• packin the lobster , nvr seen aniting like tat

now i'm trying to catch up
to thier paste
hmmmmm
Fatin told me
try to push myself to the end

im gona do it
pushing it off limits
hmmmmm
tday is gonna be a busy day
and tday
Fatin & me goin to be
at the deep fryer

hmmmmmmmm
hopefully no cockup ah!!!
hehehhehe

k lah till here
aniting juz try beep me
for now my pp8 low
aiiite

TODAY

gonna be another day
its me
fatin & haizad (cdp)

hmmmmm
we are working on splits shifts
hmmmmm

3 of us same time
hmmmmmm

confirm got alot of funny things that
we r gonna do
hmmmmmm
and confirm today is fun
hehehehehhehs

k
update soons k
if cn i get the pics aiiiite
gtg
TC readers

YESTERDAY

Fatin and i was working tgether
but on different shifts
im working split shifts
which is ( 1030 hrs - 1400hrs)
i take my break once Fatin comes to replace me
i am suppose to be bax in the kitchen
at 1700 hrs & stanby for the operation later for dinner


During break time Fatin brouhgt some burger patty
to cook burger for herself, our fren(haizad)*CDP, & me

after eating we all went out to smoke
bcoz it wasn't bz at 2+
working split shifts is fun bt tiring
i juz nid to get use to it
arrrgghhh !!!
bt it was funny
yesterday

alot of tradgetic things happen in the kitchen
my station tat i wrked at
& the things that i suppose to do :

• supply fish to the CDP
  to cook in different cooking methods from deep fryin to grillin
• to do all the side dish platings for main course
• to do all the salads

as im doing all the duties im suppose to carry out
it was a lil bz at tat point of time
guess wat
the sink out of a sudden w/o any
alert shooting water everywhere
and i was shocked
teh hold kitchen is wet
AAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHH !!!!!
WTF !!!!!

But its funny all the CDP's
except for the head chef
isn't wet
HEHEHEHEHS

now its only for me to earn my speed
haish
gotta go hard on myself
this is wat i want
now i get it its time to make a stand in life

haish
tday guess wat i cn wake up early ady
wif no probs
goin off to work soon
at around 9 im gonna leave hm

hheheheheheh
till here then
not gonna be late for work
promised myself ady

niwae to all my culinarians frens
goodluck aiite for attchment
mit u guys bax once it ends
'aiiiiiite

Yesterday



It was my first day of attchment
at the fish market bisto which is located at greendale ave
i was attched there tgether wif fatin my classmate
hmmmmmm ......

there is split shifts
i learnt alot of things and to pick up speed very fast
and to use all the senses
taking up hell in the kitchen
it's different from the normal kitchen we use to learnt to
bt it was fun
and i had a tirin day

hmmmmmmm ......
juz updating a lil
for those of my bros & frens
sori nvr pick up u calls during operation time
busy learning
and working
hmmmmmmm
k then till here
updates soons aiiite

GOT A QUESTION

for the ladies

till now
i still dun understand
u want us guys
to not bust u ladies up

but in the end
when we nvr msg or call
they say we bust them got other ladies

haish

try to love someone
hurt myself again

try to bust someone
she's sincere in love

WHY !!!!!

ITS OPPOSITE WAY!!!!


ARRRGGHGHHH!!!!!

JUST CAME HOME

from yesterday until now
same time went out and same time went home
hmmmm

MIA for 24 hours
hehehehhes

went to Bones House
damn funny man
painting the hall down

but its cool to have a fren
who owes a house by himself
juz to support his own family

hmmmmmm
niwae
i cnt sleep last nite

the ones there was
me , rock , din bunga , bone
we talk all nite

we went riding
then we go geylang juz to eat
and then bought contra's
hmmmmm

met someone from the old scene there
haish
unexpected things happen
went bax to bones house at 1.30 am

then cnt sleep
we smoked an overnite all the way
but two of them are down
which are Bone & din bunga

hahahhah
i and Rock talks bout Mafia wars
and stuff
talking cock all nite till sunrise
then we sleep
bt i juz got like 2 hrs rest
from 7 to like 9+
woke up

coz the surroundin noisy ah
hehehhehehe

we do the cleanups
then we put the furniture at the location that is desired
now it looks like a house ady
instead of a junk
hehehehehes

till here updates soons aiiiite

Tonight

Gonna be at Bone's new house

hmmmmm

gonna help an old bro of mine

paint his house down

hmmmm

so stress for attchment

all nvr reply our CV's Sent

Ma'am helped us

bt cnt make it

haish

if cnt go to any

Restraunt / Hotels

cn go crazy man

haish

now got to know Arianna & Fatin

this is the only two girls im contacting

hmmmm

bt i got this feelin that

its hard to get a relation

its better of my own

its juz better to make frenz

hmmmm

bt then

i nid someone who i cn rely on

sharing my probs

giving me luv

and share my happiness with

haish

hope i cn have that bax

haish niwaes

im goin off at 5

and i think

for those who wants to find me juz

txt me lah k

if i have pp8 with me

i call u up aiiite

even for a short moment

till here

updates tmr

Last Night

spoked to a fren

who is in the same

ITE College

hahahhas

hmmmmm

we like talk to each other otp

like frm mayb round 12

hmmmmm

got to know where she stay

not so detailed lah

bt alteast knows bout her

slightly better

hmmmmm

pity her last nite

need to juz

talk to me even though she has

Sore throat

hehehehhes

bt i msged her this

if i were to have a bike

i'll get her strepsil

hehehes

then she say no nid

and she said its like a burden

bt then i told her

its not wrong if i were to do it

for a fren

hmmmmm

hope we dun loose contacts

hahahha

updates soon

CHANGES GONNA OCCUR AFTER ATTCHMENT

Basically im gona change

my self on this few sections:

• My hair

1. Change its style
2. Change its colour

• My body

1. Gona make it all muscled up
2. try to loose a bit more weight

• My dressing up style

1. try to use "V" neck shirt
2. tight fitting
3. using colours that i don't use always bt not pink
4. fot the pants gona try customize my own by drawing some designs on it hahahhhas.....

JUZT NOW !!!!

i went to Lot 1 to

get my hair cut

hmmmm

after then i bought bubble tea

hmmmm

don't realize saw Lydia & Khai

Lydia dun realize me

bt i saw her

called her hp

and she ask me

"where am i ??"

hehehehehs

then she was buyin

takoyaki

i told her

got pasar malam and they bought it at

Lot 1 side shops

wa expensive sia

bt wat to do

buy ady

hehehehhehes

niwae .....

after that

i went home

to give the drinks to my family members

then i went out wif my aunts

with Rina

to Bukit Timah Plaza

waaahh !!!!

damn tirin

i dunno ah .......

im still stress bout attchment

mayb thats the coz of my tireness

haish

arrrrgggghhh !!!!

Ma'am plz reply my msg

pls.....

arrrggghhh !!!!!

"Today"

I went out juz now

and guess wat

its been so long

i had not wake up that early

juz to get my breakfast

with alep

somemore nasi lemak

wow

that part ah

go home straight away

nature calls

my stomach not use to eat ady sia

ussually ate lunch only mah

haiyo

bt now ok ready

hmmmm

then we plan to play soccer

bt then i think back

my young sib

is comin

Mizz Azfirina

haiyo

that kid ah

cnferm she come

she ask me to carry her and bring her

out of the house gate for a walk want

bt nvm

its the last few moments

of enjoyment

and im goin attchement

somemore bz

after that

hols only for a few months

then must go in NS nxt yr

cnferm rabak one

haiyo till here

update soons readers

hmmmm .....
its been so long since i nvr log in frenzter
bt it still the same .....
no one commented unlike tagged .....
different ah sia .....
hehehehes......

hmmm......
juz came home tday ......
i went to woodlands juz now .......

i went to pierce my left ear ......
coz the whole closed .....
arrrggghhh !!!!

hmmmm ......
niwaes ..... i was wif aneh,& alep ......
hmmmm ......
we went to Woodlands Civic Mcdonalds ......
guess wat ......
there's a lady who caught the attention of my eyes.......
while im ordering ......
i juz kept an eye on her ......
after buying the meals......
i went bax to the tables.......

hmmmmm .....
guess wat......
aneh and alip .....
like kept looking at me ......
it was damn funny ......

so i tried my best to juz smile ......
bt wat to do .....
hmmmmm ......
we ate our meals......
and went off.....
to smoke .......
my heart told me ......
to get her no.
only the thing is im not brave enough to.....
like speak up to her ......
haish .........

hmmmmmm .......
i ask alip for a favour ......
he asked for me ......
her no. .......
for the first time i get an innova JC gerl.....
she's white.....
and so beautiful .......
hehehehehs........

hmmmmm ......
haish .....
bt i think now i juz want to make fren .....
with every lady ......
not the time to like make a very rite dcision......
then .....
mayb once im ready ......
then i'll step up myself bax in relation ......

hehehehhehes........
niwae ......
i had a good day ......
only cocked up in the morning ......
hehehehehhes.........

arrrggghhh !!!!!
faster lah attchment .......
plz i beg ah ......

AAAARRRGGGHHH !!!!!
had my badest Saturday morning !!!!

My Grandpa ......
So noisy ah !!!!
Y cnt he keep his mouth shut for once !!!!

hehehehehs.......
bt i juz do wat he ask me to .....
he kept quiet and here i am .....
online ......
blogging !!!!
ahahahahah.......

so noisy listen to songss better !!!!

YESTERDAY......
slept at 5.30 am......
waaahhhh ......
cnt live like this .....
arrrggghhhh !!!!!

if everday like this i think gona get migrane.......
haish .....
bt nvm ......
hopefully cn slip well tnite........

bt yesterday .......
i went to mit Din Bunga , Bone , Pel , and i forget his name ah .....
bt nvm .....
we were at lot 1 .......
hanging around.....
smoking chilling, laughin .......
i was sitting with Din , when theres one moment.....
he said .....
miss the times where u cn lie down at a ladies lapp.....
haish ......
i think bax also .....
i myself now leading a single life.....
i try my best to not be the old me ......
bt all the ladies i met .....
i have no comments.....
its like msging them in 1-2 days......
wooow ......
its like shocking ah ......
haish......

bt wat cn i do ......
i juz nid to be patient .......
hmmmm

GOING CRAZY JUZ OVER ATTCHMENT !!!!

AAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHH !!!!!

My classmates are all startin attchment !!!!!
I'm hanging here......
wish to have one ASAP LAH !!!!!

arrrggghhhh !!!!!
stress until my blog all white.....
bt no white hair ah ......
hehehehehs......

stress ah ......
smoked lots of ciggs past few days......
gone bax to the old times.......

arrrgggghhh !!!!!!
i juz won't do that .....
plz ......
hopefully im selected for the interview yesterday !!!!!

if not ....
last option.....
i dun mind takin Dyea's place
which is at the fish market ......

she tells me bout the place
ady which is located at first avenue
arrrrggghhh !!!!!!
if cnt get coffee club nvm lah......
forget it and juz go to the fish market

as long as i cn get a place
happy ady lah!!!!

ARRRRGGHHH !!!!!
find blogskins pon susah !!!!!
why ?????
hehehehs.....
sori ahpun gone crazy .....

i made a dcision .....
mlz ah nk msg org .....
abih dier tk layan .....
so now ......
im finding someone yg interested.......
to like be frenz.....
ajak boboal otp .....
jumpa .....
be a fren ......
and like go out and enjoy life .....
arrrrggghhh !!!!!
sampai bla hidup mau mcm gini ah !!!!
giler aku dibuatnya !!!!!

hmmmmm ......
guess wat im doin now .....
bsides bloggin ..... ?????
im chatting wif lil miss fatin ....
hehehehs......

after interview juz now .....
went to teckwhye ......
actually wanna meet miss fatin ....
bt then she say last minute ......
she is not gonna hang out .....
so be it.....

met izfa after that ......
hmmmmm .....
called her .....
went to teck whye ......
reached teck whye......
and guess wat ......

saw gummy ......
hehehehehs......
its been long i nvr stepped there ......
hahahahhas......

bt cracked jokes with her .....
very funny ......
especially ......
bout "BRUCE LEE" & the "SARDINE" thingy ......
hahahahhahaks ........
funny lah seh ......
ehehehehs.......
niwae ......

went to meet my bro after that .....
fir .....
hmmmmmm
he was sad bcoz of the SP he wants ......
was bought by another owner......
haish ......
bt nvm ......
theres always other opportunity .......
arrrrrggghhhh !!!!!!

KTM LAH !!!!!!
october ah target nk kuar ......
arrrrgggghhhh !!!!!!