As the days past by at my attchment work place ......

i see a shimering light
of them acepting me
and like advicing me more
at times i feel irritated by wat they say
sometimes like arrrgghhh !!!! nvr learnt this in skool .....
but must do the things
actualli wat i meant was like the method they do it is different.....

hmmmm ..... bt nvm ......
its how i myself gonna acept it and try to conserve this line......
im not gonna fall bax .....
i've gone this far ......
failed .....
thnx to my classmates......
and especially ma'am .....
i nid to thank all of u .....
alot ......

i wonder how could i repay bax......
wat u all did to my life ......
its like a total change.....
have a thinking of giving up......

bt ma'am tried her best .....
to pull me bax in .....
her advice juz make me listen ......
and w/o all of u ......
i don think im me .......

its like a total disaster ...... bfore.....
and cleaned up the messed ..... totally ......
even outsiders......
hmmmmm ...... im juz bax to normal.....
not alot of my old bro's ...... came bax .....
mayb they came bax bt some of them cnt be bothered......
coz all they talk has no sense......

haiz......
wish if i could realise this earlier .....
cn get four pointer sia ..... inn my GPA .....
and my attitude of laziness .....
stubborn ...... bad habit.....
hmmmmm .......

bt then life has to move on like passing clouds......
every day the sun rises and sets......
its a change occuring in life .....
its how u choose ur path in the light and the dark .......

hmmmmmm .......
gonna pursue a better life .....
and gonna get all the goals in life .....
riding a bike with license......
a stable job to maintain myslef.......
to maintain a bike ......
to give my parents..... my family food ......
a better life is wat i want ......

acepting all the facts now .....
and i juz won't change this thinking path ......
haish .....

mayb its juz wat i m ......
and its juz all the bro's i have in team metro ......
and the new ones...... i've met......
juz won't me change bax to the old days.....
mayb lah.....
if there is one condamn.....
hmmmm .....
mehbee......
i'll be affected .....
or
i'll juz say to him .....
hmmm ....
mayb its ur time lah ah .....
im juz living a live....
enjoying the last few moments of breathing .....
entertaining myself .......
my bro's ....
my fren.....
my bike......
my classmates......
my family ......

life is aboutall the things lah.....
so 18 is juz a total chagne ......
aiiite.....
till here updates soons aiiite.....
gona thug myself on bed.......
after washing my chef uni .....
gotta go go .....
fire now .....
fire .....

i got more ordersheets to do ....
thats juz wats on my mind....
preparing myself for a new brighter day ahead
aiiiite..... life in terms of cooking to describe.....
its how u doa mise'en place.....
if u know to choose the vege
it won't taste bad for a stock lah ah ......
k then ...... updates soons.....
and try to snap pics of me and fatin at ..... work .....
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