Tday .....
i kept thinkin.....
i dreamt of something bad ......
a few hours ago .....
then i was wacked upside down ......
bloody on the ground , slashed, wacked by my old bro's ......
im not sure of wat .....
bt then .....
i was half dead ......
its like Wat The Fuck ......
i recieve a call
from my old bro .....
he asked me to meet him ......
and he says that ......
i baxstabbed him by words ......
haiz ......
its like its goin as wat as my dream says .....
then one of my close bro's ......
call me ......
and say ......
where am i ......
i say im at hm ......
i met him .....
i was shock ......
that everything went fine ......
and wat his ex says was through......
my old bro gets all my love ones ......
hurt them one by one ......
stealin the one i love most .......
due to some probs in the past ......
wat my old bros say was through bout it .....
brothers ...... are juz for moments .....
of those poppin days ......
u know wat i mean ......
i make myself DEAD & GONE ......
from KMKZ ........
coz ..... i think ......
its the time i move on to another step up ......
juz lost in a world ......
where i cnt find the direction i want to go ......
try to catch my dream ......
bt feel its far .......
gone from catchin up bt giving up ......
came bax on track ......
bt the past juz won't change .....
once known bad ......
always bad .......
Im not "nizam sad-sad" as last time
or "ahpun didi"
haiz.......
sori apit ......
i juz want u bax .......
i cnt win this anymore .......
everythin is in a mess without u ......
now i understand how u feel......
how things goes ......
and im gona fetch u .....
once ur free from the bars of steel ......
promise these to the readers & HATERS
aiite ......
"ahpun " a.k.a "nizam" is promisin that won't turn bax time ......
moving of to another life ...... and goin to catch wat i want ..........
no more shits ......
