★AhPuN Lah !!! ★™

2011-02-26T08:17:00.000-08:00

Waking up every morning ,
hoping that the day will be a good one....
bt it seems its juz a fucked up world that i'm living in......
problems and stress coming shooting up upon me ......

and its like no mercy on me ......
everday i cn only say is good morning reality.....
racist , hatred and full of hypocrite......

its like fuck .....
juz getting myself in this shit....

haish .....

2010-11-07T08:57:00.000-08:00

have i been missing !!!!

hhahahas .....

sorry frenz.....

been BZ LaH !!!!

I'm FaciNg ProbLeM's,

but mostly settled .....

SoMemore WerKing Hard 4 my goals ,

I juz wanna prove fuckers who hate's me ......

which is my "FAMILY",

now im half way there !!!

and im nt gonna turn back .....

im juz gonna keep moving foward ......

im not at lost .....

i still treat both of u and both of my sis

part of me as family,

bt if u wnt me to have my own way .....

then i take it how u want it ,

i stilll have Bro's, BaBy IkA JePoN, and all my P.O's .......

LovE u GuYs ..... ThEYre My FAMILY !!!!

1 : KAMEKAZE

2: IKA JEPON FUTURE WIFEY

3: ALL MY WORKPLACE MATES POLICE OFFICER

thnx for being there guys ..... ur always in my life and won't go out .....

no one cn take me away ...... coz i need u , and we need each other.......

i was bad once ..... and i DECLARE now !!!!!

I CHANGE !!!!!

4 A BETTER LIFE !!!!

im what i am now ......

im CPL. NiZaM LAh => POLICE

im NiZaM AhPuN => KMKZ !!! & that's wat strangers know me as

im IKA's FaT PiG ..... heees.....

even u call me that..... i love u b ..... muacks

2010-10-21T01:05:00.000-07:00

...... ~ The date stated here is the day ~ ......

17.10.2010

20.17 hours

The Love started between 2 souls

which is Mr. Muhammad Nizam & Ms. Nur Atikah

always gonna love u baby !!!

muacks....

ur the best

2010-10-21T00:42:00.000-07:00

Its been long since i nvr blog......
i've been bz lately..... juz posted out so yeah......
i'm werking at NOVENA PHQ ...... hahahhs ......
as SSO Officer..... hahahhahs ...... im so happy now im out ...... of HTA .....
this is how i look at my last day of HTA ..... my post out Ceremony.......

this is me now ..... hahahahs ...... i miss the boys from NS.13 139th intake .......

The rebelious ns.13 139th

The boys ...... NS 13 ahh!!!!

miss u guys ..... now we've gone our seperate ways..... bt we'll meet up soon in life yeah.....

hmmmm .... keep in touch guys ...... u guys tc aiiite.......

2010-10-05T00:30:00.000-07:00

its been a long time no bloggin ......
been BZ after my P.O.C .....

hahahhas.... ive been posted out as an SSO officer.....
some kinda guard duty ..... or people know it as prowlers......
im located a t PHQ which is at thomson ......
hahhahahahs ......

yeah ..... and i miss all my camp lifes during BMT ......
aarrgghhh !!!! which i cn turn bax time .......

bt nvrmind ......
miss u guys ns . 13 ......

2010-08-07T15:33:00.001-07:00

It's been a time no blogging.....
Sori friends been busy wif my SYOG Deployment....
At "A" Division which is at cantoment ....
Hmmmmmphs...... To put me on more at stress is NDP coming.... Haish.... So many events this yr I'm in.... To many things to handle at one go.... Once September is over ... I'm a free man with my posting .. Hopefully I got the postin that I ask and I always wanted... Which is SOC... Or police coast guard .... Haish .... Bt atleast a stress is over which is no more training in HOME TEAM ACADEMY as a trainee .... Hahahahs .... Not a TSC bt an SC alredi.... Hahahahahshahs.... Now only left with 1 yr 5 mths to be exact to ORD ..... Hahahasd.... Time fly so fast and I survived my shit .... Hahahahs... From boys to men , frm a criminal to a Law Enforcer .... Hahahahs .... Way a shock.... Hahahahs.... Hmmm.... Know some people which is fun .... I gotta know a gerl by the name of lyssa .... Talk to her frm 1 am till now .... And it's like pretty amazing when we share our thoughts and found out that we have things in common .... Unique .... Hahahahas ....
Till here then catch up more tmr aiite

2010-07-04T21:23:00.000-07:00

HERE I AM AGAIN after a few months bfore my previous postings below .....

and this is the preivious trainin on the 3rd of JULY ......

hahahhahs ...... so enjoy watchin my pics..... i'll upload videos tooo soon at blog aiiite ...... so readers .... to tell u all im bax ..... hahahhahs here ......

2010-07-04T10:38:00.001-07:00

2010-07-04T10:26:00.000-07:00

HEY !!!

BAX again .....

long time no blog .....

hahahhas .....

in fact i dun even have time to do it.....

hmmmm .....

its been a heavy training in NS .....

bt ive gone through it .... though its tough !!!

bt i made it .....

now left of with 4 weeks .....

off to PADANG !!!! for NDP 2010 .....

THEN cn think OF

POST OUT CEREMONY !!!!!

been waiting for the day.....

plz!!! goin crazy even though police trainin isn't tough

hahahhahas ......

haish !!! somore deployed for YOUTH OLYMPIC GAMES !!!!

Y must policemen have to do these jobs ......

wats there to look out for man !!!!

BAD GUYS ????

hahahhahs .......

anyway ..... im uploadin pics here ......

so do enjoy lookin at them .....

for more pics ...... look foward up to my FB !!!!

aiiite ..... till here .... gotta go to slip everyone !!!!

2010-05-30T02:41:00.000-07:00

THE 5 Songs i juz updated at blog ......
have meanings to me ..... and the words of my goals .......or part of my life !!!
hahahhahahs .......

1) Bad Boys :

Im juz part of it now ..... serving the National Service as a policeman ..... haish ..... watch gonna do ...... from some old shit till one of the shots ...... bt this is not wat i want ..... is only wat i get .....
hahahhahahahs ..... 9 more weeks after deduction of the weekends .......
and its the end of the training of my studies , marchin , excersicing in HOME TEAM ACADEMY !!!!!!! ARRRGGHHH !!!!! Cnt wait to say the word " P.O.C " OOOO !!!!!

2) I wanna be a billionare :

Two years to come im flyin to tokyo (japan), to survey my studies fees there , pluz the living status there how is it .... and so .... hahahahs ...... gona to le cordon bleu ...... hahahah , an instution which is recognised by the industry of my career line .....
This is gonna be after my "O.R.D" hahahhahas ..... long way to go ..... this is juz a dream ......
hahahhahs ...... cnt wait if i cn achieve it .......

3) Memories :

All the things that i've done , which is bad , the sweet moments as bro , all is juz left is memories , this is a dedication to" Arwah Din Bunga " , and i promise myself to keep his legacy alife , he earn my respect from the start , he's juz born to lead , and to pass down the knowledge , w/o him im not who i am ......he's a bro not a foe' ...... aiiite ...... bt i hope he's somewhere nice and he'll Rest. In. Peace , i'll pray for him ......

4) My way or the highway !!! :

This songs meaning is a follow up from the third , and he tought me to stand up and not be a pussy in the society , now without him for all my bitch bro , who wanna race , im ready in july , let me celebrate my 19th birthday , and im gona be ready to Race & die , coz i'll be givin all out , and this is the saying to all cuttings in sgpore , im Nizam a.k.a AHPUN DIDI !!!!
u'll know me riding with somthin fast , and this is my say " MY WAY OR THE HIGHWAY "
aiiiiet ........

5) Not Alone :

When i break down , all the things i forget upon doing and feel like giving up , i feel lost , bt i was brought up in the proper manner with my bros who thought me upon choosing the rite one guidin me through , theyre are juz my echo in my head ...... like silent warns, bt thnx to say to my FCUKIN EX !!!! im not alone always coz i still have my bro's !!!!
aiiiite .......

hahahhahas

2010-05-22T10:48:00.000-07:00

its been quite a long time no blog .....
hahahahhas .....
busy with my ns life , with the training for the NDP .....
and its damn tiring !!!!
arrrghhh !!!!
how i wish i could go back to school .......

haish .....
miss my classmates lots ......
bt i still have some of them stickin up with me,
and they are ..... Eddy Tan, Dennis Tan, Cheng Peng, Lizhen
WTH !!!!
we are in the same intake .....
only that two of them from fit squad lah .....
hahahhahas ......

bt then ..... all four of us in the same marching contigent for the G.O.H
hahahahhas ...... NDP 2010 ...... cnt wait to get it over with .....

hmmmmm ...... bt then the most happiest part is to fire some bullets out of the
Rifle(SAR21) ...... hahahhahs .... even though its blanks ..... i tell u guys ....
its juz fun gettin ur ears drum ..... shot and goin deaf .....
hahahhahas ......
i'm the 2nd column guy on the 6th row .....
catch me up life guys ........

till here then .....
chalos.....

2010-05-03T00:30:00.000-07:00

IPPT DONE !!!

LooKiN 4ward 4 NDP ....

and P.O.P

hahahahs

Cnt wait to get out of camp

so bored inside

haish

cnt smoke

i cn tahan till i feel that smokin is juz not part of my life nimore

hahahahs

hmmmmm

i think i should quit

save my money

hahahhas

hmmm

tired tired tired is all i have in my mind

nothing else

pluz trainin

like fuck

cnt take it bt i must hang on

for 6 mths more

till the fucking NDP is done

after 9th august

during FASTING MONTH

i will POST OUT

cnt wait for that day !!!

11th march is the day im waitin

hahhahahas

2010-04-16T10:08:00.000-07:00

MEMORIES

...of 2009...

cnt forget them

miss them lots

cnt turn them back

1st 18th club

1st realisation of life !!!

failures

and much more

2010

now!

time to move

but moving with

sadness as i juz wanna

prove whose faster

my bro is

in terms

life
speed
love
gods appreciation of him

this is for u bro.

DIN BUNGA

always part of me

KRR 150 ZX

gona ride it

after june

cnt ride yours

bt gonna keep ur legacy

in BP & rising up by december

in SG !!!

RACE is juz part of LIFE !!!

Book Out ady lorr......

2010-03-26T14:08:00.000-07:00

I would like to share

with all my frenz

bout my Ns Life !!!!

For those pussies

u guys will be facing

Confinement

from boys to men

two weeks is more then

enough of torture

if im a trainee policemen

kena tekan

cnt take it

its like WTH

u need to adapt to the enviroment

full of vulgaites

trainings and marching

cool rite

the routine is this :

*time table everyday in the week of confinement

5.30 a.m - 6 a.m - water parade

6 a.m - 6.45 a.m - clean up bunk

6.45 a.m - report to unity square a.k.a parade square

7 - national anthem

7.30 - 8.30 a.m MPH (Man Punishing Hall)

8.30 a.m - 9 a.m - Breakfast

9 a.m - back to bunk (bath time)

9 a.m - 10.30 a.m - own time ( polish boots and etc. )

10.30 a.m - 11.30 a.m - standby for physical training

11.30 a.m - stanby for lunch

12 p.m 12.30 p.m - lunch

12.30 p.m - 1.30 p.m - own time ( to do own things )*instructions by fitness instructor

1.30 p.m - 5.30 p.m - own time own target

5.30 p.m - 6.30 p.m - ( MPH )

6.30 p.m - 7.30 p.m - Dinner

7.30 p.m - 8.30 p.m - own time *(bath)

8.30 p.m - 9.00 p.m - Water Parade *( last PT during confinement week)

9.00 pm -10.30 p.m - (own time own target ){bath b4 sleep}

10.30 p.m - [ LIGHTS OFF ]

normally people will still not be asleep lah

some talkin to GF's

.... hahahhahas ....

its the routine

for two weeks of confinement cool rite ....

enjoy it pussies....

i survived the test....

a song for u guys

let me type it out in green mayb to wash it off like a dustbin

139 prep course,

early morning , go MPH !!!,

kena tekan ,

Wet the Floor,

with ur F.I, ur buddy & me !!!

Confinement !!!!

is juz a test,

to train u all ,

to be a man,

LOOSE UR GIRLFRENZ !!!!,

find NEW LOVER ,

Its ur F.I my Buddy & me !!!!

hahahahhas

keep the song playing in ur head aiiites

2010-02-28T13:29:00.000-08:00

8 days left , 192 hours..... Left...
Then at 0900 houR.... Goin in for the intake,
9th march enlisted .... It's the day from a pussy like me ....
Be a man .... Hahahahs.... Time to face reality.....

My bros long lasted inside thier camps which is BOB & KIAN ANN....
Wonder how is thier life as army man ..... Hmmmph ....
Do they do well inside to fullfill thier FI( fitness instructor) wants???
Doin pumpin, situps , pull ups , and 2.4 jogs within 12 mins ..... Haish....

I'm juz lucky to have myself called up to HOME TEAM ACADEMY.....
Hahahahs.... Bt after I heard my ferns who are seniors at home team done with their NS....
Thier training is quite though ..... Runing like a dog .... Hahahs ....
Niwae it's dogs of the government .... Hahahahs .... Not brown bt in blues ....
I cnt believe wat they say....

And guess wat .... The most boring part is ....
Hahahahs.... U guys who use to know me dun mind from aniway ....
I'm a guy who cnt study by the book .... Ma'am and those who have taught me bfore....
I'm goin back to classes studying about laws ....,
AaaaRrrrGgggHhhh !!!!! Damn .... Study will nvr end .....
Hahahahs ..... And I must pass the test given bfore my 3 mths ....
Someone who rilli wants to sit with me at any cafe and help me out readin .... And make me
remember all the words and sentence bfore my test .... Hahahas .... Anyone .....
Hahahahs .... Till here then .....

2010-02-28T13:12:00.000-08:00

Hey.... Tryin to slip bt I cnt .... Hahahahs.... Dunno wats running wild in my mind....
Haish..... I dunno there is like some fuckin thing in myself....
Hmmm..... Bt I miss the times havin sweat in my pants in the kitchen it's like an addiction...
I fall in love with the career.... Bt am I losing that .... Haish....

Sometimes .... I have this confusion which is I either be a policemen or to be a chef ,
but do u think I should be a cop??? Huh????
It sounds like fucking weird with my attitude.... Hahahahs.....

I dunno lah rite....
Bt let me think ..... Bout my confusion in life ..... This is the biggest confusion I had....
Worst then having love .....
I cnt afford to make a wrong dcision.....

I have this thinking .... I wanna earn my capital first ....
The. I would like to go abroad ..... To study deeper in this course ....
Coz I dun only like cooking .... Bt I cn draw .... I been thinking of drawing,
using spoons forks and cutlerys on plate .... Do u think it's possible
anyone ???? Hmmmmph..... I dun think it ain't possibe coz nothin Is impossible....
If an artist draws on soft surface y not a hard one it has support ....
And why not chefs do It too ....
Coz chefs are doctors in food, artist in plating ..... Managers in food costing....
And we cn be alot more ..... Haish....

Y must juz NS be the one Which is a new obstruction ....
To my dream, career path my wife ....

This is what I learnt and kept deep inside me....
Humans do have a choice .... Once mad dun turn back....
Haish.... Bt this is juz like a dilemma .....

I rilli wanna cook again.... Cn I come back after 5 years ??? Haish....
Do u think I cn still cook then ????

Haiyo.... I got little time to think ....
8 days more to suffer with fresh air and I'm Gonna make a new leaf which
is gonna lust me in NS , at HTA then I dunno which postin am I gonna be located at ..... Hmmmphs ....
Will update all of u readers .....

2010-02-26T22:40:00.001-08:00

Hey ..... its been long time no blogg .....
hahahahaks.....
hmmmmm .....

to tell all my frenz im goin into NS soons.....
its a count down of 1 week 2 days to be exact .....
hahahahas .....
goin to home team Academy ......
hahahahs ....
gona be a recruit (policemen)
hahahhas .....

till here then.....
love the people and gonna miss all my love one .....

2009-10-01T08:34:00.000-07:00

hey .....
had the worst Raya this year !!!!
and had a bad day yesterday .....
it was like a nightmare ......

haish .....
wish i could have not met anymore gerls ......
haish ...... now im gona make my face drop .....
i may pass my bike liscense .....
bt to have a gerl .....
ooooh no .....

i failed my IA ady ......( industrial attchment )
quited the course .....
now concentrating on my liscense ......

haish ....
thought that there's no more probs ......
bt then this prob emerge ......
haish ....
thing i should have leave u alone ......

bt nvm ....
its done ......
if anyone who reads this and taken my words......
im sori ......

mayb im better of alone ......
mingling ......
and mayb ......
im juz who i am .....
bt ur the best even though u gave me the worst ......
best as in ..... hard to get thingy......

aiiiite ..... till here .....

2009-09-16T15:20:00.000-07:00

Hmmm ......

at this point of hour ......
Guest What ????!!!!

im talking on the phone ........
with someone ......
dun wanna name that somone either him/her .........
shocked that someone ask me questions ......
and guest what ??????

SECRET !!!!!!!!

hahahahhahahs

2009-09-06T01:31:00.000-07:00

this is Nur azfirina

my youngest cousin

guess wat !!!

she's a sis now !!!!

and this is her new born bro

hmmmm.....his name is

Azfiq haikal

wow

cool name huh ???

hmmmm ....

k lah till here .....

for those blogpoopers .....

sori for the late updates aiiites.....

2009-09-06T01:29:00.000-07:00

Look here !!!

this is wat ive done

with my bro's

hows that

bt this is quite old juz got it from fash hp ...

hahahhas ....

cool lah sheyeyeh !!!!

don't only thing gerls are camwhores

hahahahs

cool rite.....

2009-09-06T01:14:00.000-07:00

wanna see faces .....of people not fasting !!!!

this is the pics of us ......

Hahahahs .....

its me, alep , fash .....

at the bustop .....

yesterday ......

we talk bout the fasting thingy ....

how many days did i fast in a month ....

i told them .....

this i play this formation for the past few years ......

1:1 ......

they curious of knowing ???

i told them what i meant by >> "1:1 "

which is i only fast for the opening and closing of the month ....

hahahahs ....

the laugh and say .... like as if ur alone .....

we r all the same......

hahahhahas.....

2009-09-06T01:07:00.001-07:00

Peace up !!!

hey this is wat i call goin terawih ...

actualli

i call it " Al-arcade !!"

then we go to surau which is " Al-park"

hehehehhes.....

nvr go mosque for prayers

bt go to hang around playing arcade

hahahahhas

wtf alot of sin's ive done ....

how to face judgment day like this ....

haish .....

what must i do ???!!!!

haish ....

i know im not to late to change

to the right path bax

bt mayb its juz not the time for me ....

haish ....

and this is my fren which i tagged along wif me later on

bfore i face judgment .....

fashilin

2009-09-06T00:46:00.000-07:00

The past weeks .....

i went to enjoy myself wif my bro, dink , syawal & aliff aziz .....
we went to "O" bar during ladies night ......
i had a great time ..... of releasing my stress .....
takin up Tequila shots , jugs after jugs of bourbon coke .......

had my day done .....
bt im not as happy as other guys ......
i dun feel the real love .....
getting to grine the ladies was fun bt not even a touch to the heart ....
was i fallen for .......

i got to know a lady by the name of diana .......
it was around the time i had probs ....
i went online to look out for ladies i cn ask to get to know to make my partner .....
her name caught my attention ......

saw her pics .....
hmmmm .....
she's kinda hardy type of gerl ......
thats wat i like ......
hard to get .....
bt when u get ......
u'll nvr regret .......

haish .....
bt things start to happen .....
she was bz then ......

i was sa lil upset of the breaking news .....
bt i know life is unfair .....
somethings nids to go .....
some hurts even if its for a short moment .......
bt as i get to know her ......

by talkin otp ......
its like .....
as the clock ticks as hours passes by .....
she's like a magnet pulling me down .....
and she's the one made me fall ......
haish ......

bt i was shocked to hear her askin me all the question ....
bax at me ....
its like throwin a match w/o noticing that theres gasoline .....
hahahahhas .......
she throw at me bax questions .....
like WTF lor ......
haish ....
bt i like that type of lady to be my " G !!!"
hahahahhas ......
hey ..... if u read this .....
im sori .....
its juz personel feeling which i try to express out ......
aiiiite .......

after all its nice knowing someone like u deeanaa !!!!
ARE U STILL DOWN ????
hopefully ur not aiiites......

2009-09-06T00:37:00.000-07:00

Life has always been unfair

somethings in life that i want is not what i cn get

its been a long time since i nvr blog

i use to have this thinking of quiting

bt why are the people around me

still care

haish

mayb this is juz the start of an end

im waiting for the time to end it all

time ticks by where i cn go bax to the past

wats done is done

thats all i know

tryin to enjoy myself

bt i know its wrong

enjoying now doesn't leads me to nowhere

juz leads me to another fail

haish

hopefully i cn let tyme flies fast

as i reach to my goals

2009-08-11T10:41:00.000-07:00

Bax to work yesterday.....
and ya .....
chef's all welcome me bax to the kitchen ......
im sori ..... if i made u all suffer bruders and sistas .....
im bax in the team ......

so ya ..... lets go through this tgether .....
im fully healed .....
actually not so .....
still coughing ......
bt the Flu is gone ......

at last .....
i love this type of feeling .....
which is like juz came bax after a fall of the sick ......
hehehehs.......

im bax .....
and gonna take care of myself .....
to not damage myself ......
try to fight my sickness ......
and i want to push myself to the limit cn i ????

hhahahahas.......
niwae .....
anyone ......
this saturday free to club ?????
hahahahs.....
tyme to party people ......

hahahhahas.........
hmmmmm ......
and now ......
i finish updating......
updates soons aiiite......
gotta go go ......

2009-08-06T18:42:00.000-07:00

Hate this sickness ......
its like WTF !!!!!
the Flu pulling me down .....
with all those dirty stuffs i hate .......
my nose is so runny argghhh !!!! bt nw less ady ......
bt the cough ..... killin me sia !!!!

arrrggghh !!!!!
haish got a 7 days MC !!!!
and thats a bad sign !!!!

Wish i could go bax to work .....
cnt let my bro's of work and all my mates there .......
haish ......
endin this MC leave till this Sat .......
plz .......
i nid energy to regain this lost .....
i don't want to fail this IA ..........

arrrrggghhh !!!!!!
haven't take up bike lesson somemore ......
haish .........

bt check my TP test ady ......
its on the 17 september .....
cn i make it up there ......
haish ......

tday i go for theory leh .....
coz im feeling a bit better ......
then mayb im takin my Theory trial test ......
and gonna book my riding theory test .......

after that ...... ready to roll ......
that part everyday go work want ......
hahahhahas .......
i want to have that "P" plate ridin feeling .......
hahahhahas ......

hope to heal soon ........
till here ......
upodates sooons ......

2009-07-27T08:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday .....
was the most memoriest moments .....
wif my chef's ......
wat a hell of a birthday ......
its like making u go high up in the sky .....
and bax down to earth like asteriod ........
smashin myself straight down to the center of earth .......

hahahhahsa ......
attchment is great .....
love the place even though im always been nagged at .....
so wat .....
common give me juz a lil more time .....
gaining my speed .....
my skills ......

then .....
gona do something of my kind ......
my colours of food .....
the secret in me ......

the passion .....
the love and cherishness of my heart to the food .......

aniwae .....
its nice to have u all ......
FATIN , CHEF ROHAIZAD , CHEF CHRIS, CHEF KENETH & SALLEH .......
thnx to IGUANA RESTRAUNT for the drinks .......enjoy it ..... lots

w/o u guys .....
live wouldn't be so happening ......
fatin ......
i'll keep the promise and i will go it through wif u together .......
common ...... my culinarians mate ......
we have only a few months more left .....
lets buck up ......
and show our chefs .....
that we from ITE have the value .......

its how u love cooking ......
and have all the pain u get .......
u'll never regret .......

meet u guys bax in school during GRADUATION .......
miss the old times sitting in class .......

till here ..... i have updates......
gonna update soon ......

2009-07-25T08:54:00.000-07:00

tday is my bdae .....
i get wat i dun expect .....
a lil cockup in the morning .....
ni ahpun lah .......
cn do one .....
go enroll at 8+ in the morning .......

then .......
went over to see bikes ......
juz waiting for my pay .....
gonna bomb in 1/2 of the money at the driving centre ......
ma'am ...... gonna ride wif liscence .....
im bax in action ......
speed ......
and my integrity ......
loving this line .....
and not gonna leave till its the right time too .........

got my loves ones bax......
gain someone new " aishah "
happy to see my old bros ........

and more .......
thnx for bringing me up to this stage .....
update u guys when i finsih TP .....
aiiiite ....

2009-07-15T18:34:00.001-07:00

its been a mth for me at ......
fish market bistro & bakery at greendwood ave ......
im left wif 4 mths pluz now .......
aniwae .....
was shocked to hear ......
that some peoples dropped out of attchment ......
common man ......
its juz six mths ......

find urself a time to enjoy after that .......
few mths then ......
its done ......
dun wori ......

we'll meet again .....
bt im really sad .....
to have the class new divided ........

we lost alot of people ......
its so bored .....
we use to be like a family .......
bt now divided to each self individuals thinking .......
aniwae ..... thnx for being part of me ......
appreciate u guys alot ......

hope to bump in to u guys out there .....
somnedays ........

till here .....
off to work .....
gtg....

2009-06-29T11:30:00.000-07:00

juz came home at 12.30 .....
hmmmmm .....
its been so long .....
nvr like hang out wif ma old bros.....
1 week of missin .....
like as if its like a few months ......

hiash ......
bt then .....
its been so long that ok lah......
we had a lot of things to talk ah.....
hahaha......
bt nw ......

mayb we gonna be much more closer.....
haish ....
tmr work at 2 .....
after an off day......
this saturday got futsal with my chefs.....
hahahhahas
so cool .....
nvr had work in place like this got healthy lifestyle one.....
hahahhahas......

k then.....
bout the pics.....
tmr .....
we will update......
im goin to put it here.......

and hopefully u guys dun miss it aiiite.....
culinarians.....
gotta go go .....

2009-06-26T05:11:00.000-07:00

hmmmm .....
to my readers
try to upload the pics for u all to see
my attchment place
the pics of the KRAZY us there
aiiiite
update soon when i get the lappy
once again gotta go go !!!!

2009-06-26T05:01:00.000-07:00

HEY GUESS WAT

i think ah i fell sick tday

bcoz of yesterday i push myself off limits ah

hahahhahas

bt the best thing is i made the old man " Vincent"

shut his mouth up

coz i cn do it on my own now

its juz time to

stand up

so after the "MC" tday no more ah !!!!

KANINA !!!

hahahahhas

bt wat to do

and now its up to Fatin , Me , & Li Zhen

on the way to our restraunt i heard

WTF

that place three of us

that cool

hahahhahah

i survived the door of wat they call

"HELLS KITCHEN"

no so lah actually

only my stomach had a shock till

i get diahrroea sia

hahhahahas

dizzy

mayb less sleep ah

hahahhas

the station that i worked at

is concered

(X) DEEP FRYER (X)

cn crozz it out

hahahhahas

i wanna try out ah

work at the salad station

mayb try nxt week ah

hahahhaha

swap wif fatin

hahahhahahs

if cn ah

i want to learn all teh station bfore i finish my attchment

coz i feel that the pay is not so bad

the working enviroment

so friendly sia

only some lah

got a lil conflict among two person ah

ahahhahha

bt wat to do

work is work mah

hahahhah

u gotta chill

juz dun be like me

one say to do this first

when another one say

do that first

so make up ur own mind

aiiiite

to my culinarian friend

lets burn it up in HELL

and for kian ann ah

he straight away

R.I.P

hahahahhah

gotta go go !!!

2009-06-26T01:26:00.000-07:00

today ah !!!!

im sick ah ......
wtf !!!!
its a sudden change ah .....
i woke up wif cramps on my stomach ....
and kept goin toilet man ......

haish .....
miss the place ah ....
i miss work alots.....

gonna get mc soon .....
i'll go to the doct soon ah......
aiiite.....
updates later aiiite.....
gotta go go ......

2009-06-23T20:35:00.000-07:00

was reallay tired ah !!!!

juz woke up .....
from my beauty slip .....
its like heaven sia .....
haish .......
tday im doing afternoon shift .......

whereby .....
im doin it alone in the kitchen with another chef.....
hmmmmmmm ......
must report at 2 ....
this is my first ....... time doin afternoon .....
fatin got split today .....
hmmm ....
bt nvm ......i nid this slip ah ......
haish ......

bt then .....
its nice to slip long like this u should try ......
hhehehehehs.....
niwae ....
updates soons aiiite....
gotta go .....
update ya when im update it .....

2009-06-23T08:44:00.000-07:00

today ah !!!!

i was on split shift again .....
met fatin at normal spot ....
which is couted as all chef's and service side base lah.....
which is coffee shop ......

hmmmm ........
then ...... i ate a big pau ..... and a coke .....
bought my daily pack.....
and off to work i head with fatin .....
hmmmm ......

we start our morning mis'en place ......
adn start the operation ......
hmmmmm actually ah ......
i was at the fryer lah ......
and theres this old guy ......
by the name of Vincent ......
wah ..... he teach me the way ah ......
tell u my blood boils up to the tip of my hair sia ......

i dunno lah why .....
bt its so sudden .....
everyone saw that im turned off working ady ah ......
especially a chef there by the name of Chris ....
he confront me outside during break ......
haish ......
even though he was the want who scolded me .....
bt then .....
i know that its a good way of trainin myself up ......
hahahahhas ......
bt then .....
wat to do .....
we r still slaves for the 1st month .....
get it rite .....
out of the slavery .....
and freedom starts to come ......

hahhahahas .....
niwae ..... had a fun day ......
no cockups.....
and this is the first job in kitchen ......
that have an activity which is playing futsall .....
wa ..... long time nvr play lah ......
cnt kick ady ah ......

bt then nvrmind .....
my head chef , which is Alan says .....
this " if u nvr turnup ...... nizam ..... i'll burn ur log book !!! "
and he says oops im sori ..... i burn it up ..... let me put it off with oil....
.oops..... i thought its water .....
haish ....
so sad ah .....
must go lah ......
hahahahhas ......

k lah till here .....
gotta go go ......
one month till my bdae .... from now ah ......
KNN !!!!
miss 18 in a month ady lah ......

then its freedoim ......

2009-06-22T08:23:00.000-07:00

hmmmmm .....
had an off day tday ......
bt then cnt rest sia ......
its like i think ah .....
im use to it ah .....
rest a lil .....
less appetite and like more active .......

hmmmm .....
mayb juz me .....
spend 12 hours outside wif my frenz.....
its like a week of work and miss them like as if one month .....
alot of things to talk about .......

hmmmmmm .....
went to woodlands and got a stud for my ear ......
and much more ah ......

hmmmmmm ......
now nid to rest .......
aiiiite.....
tmr update.....
nid to go have some slip ......
got to go go ......

2009-06-21T19:24:00.000-07:00

Yesterday !!!!!
is so tradgic ......
haish ......
it was a seriously tiring day .......
fatin and i served 200 pax .......
our deep fryer ......
nvr stop having FNC " fish n chips "
haish ......
somemore got different types off fish .......

hmmmmm .....
and its once of our CDP's Bdae ......
which is Vincent .......
hmmmmmmm ........
fatin and i had a day .......
and its like nvr stop rushing ......
to get tHE things done .....
like in the morning preparing all the frying items
like soft shell crab , fish for house Fnc ..... prawns ...... squids ........
doin the batter ......
doin tofu ........doin crab cake .....
arrrggghhh ......
started at 10.30 .......
bt the order slam us in at 12 .....
wa !!!! heng cnt make it sia .......

Coz my chef got say B4 .........
if i nvr get my order ......
i will jump on u .....
and u'll cnferm jump to the wall one ......
hahahahhas ........

bt then .....
yesterday was fun .......
doin closing ......
had a good communication wif fatin .......
and the break we had a t Adam's road......
i ate nasi bryani ......
fatin ate chix rice .....
hehehhehehes......
wa tiring day .......

haish ......
after the break more slam in orders ........
somore tofu .....
all the tofu ......
deep fry only break ......
haish ......
so sian want .......
haish ......
bt nvr mind .......
its a day with like full house .....
coz its fathers day .......
waaa..........

at around 9 ......
teh manager stepped in and say ......
k tday .......
all the chefs here .......
will be given a mug of beer .......
all on him .....
ok lah ......
so after the closing all the beer start coming in the kitchen ......
hahahhahahas......
was damn fun......
long time nvr drink ......
bt still the old me not drunk ......
hahahhahahas.......

bt then drink2 ady ......
nvr close the deepfryere ........
arrrgggghhh !!!!
fatin asked me through the msg a nite ......
then i rmbr ......
haiyo ......

k then till here .......
updates on the way ......

2009-06-20T09:10:00.000-07:00

As the days past by at my attchment work place ......

i see a shimering light
of them acepting me
and like advicing me more
at times i feel irritated by wat they say
sometimes like arrrgghhh !!!! nvr learnt this in skool .....
but must do the things
actualli wat i meant was like the method they do it is different.....

hmmmm ..... bt nvm ......
its how i myself gonna acept it and try to conserve this line......
im not gonna fall bax .....
i've gone this far ......
failed .....
thnx to my classmates......
and especially ma'am .....
i nid to thank all of u .....
alot ......

i wonder how could i repay bax......
wat u all did to my life ......
its like a total change.....
have a thinking of giving up......

bt ma'am tried her best .....
to pull me bax in .....
her advice juz make me listen ......
and w/o all of u ......
i don think im me .......

its like a total disaster ...... bfore.....
and cleaned up the messed ..... totally ......
even outsiders......
hmmmmm ...... im juz bax to normal.....
not alot of my old bro's ...... came bax .....
mayb they came bax bt some of them cnt be bothered......
coz all they talk has no sense......

haiz......
wish if i could realise this earlier .....
cn get four pointer sia ..... inn my GPA .....
and my attitude of laziness .....
stubborn ...... bad habit.....
hmmmmm .......

bt then life has to move on like passing clouds......
every day the sun rises and sets......
its a change occuring in life .....
its how u choose ur path in the light and the dark .......

hmmmmmm .......
gonna pursue a better life .....
and gonna get all the goals in life .....
riding a bike with license......
a stable job to maintain myslef.......
to maintain a bike ......
to give my parents..... my family food ......
a better life is wat i want ......

acepting all the facts now .....
and i juz won't change this thinking path ......
haish .....

mayb its juz wat i m ......
and its juz all the bro's i have in team metro ......
and the new ones...... i've met......
juz won't me change bax to the old days.....
mayb lah.....
if there is one condamn.....
hmmmm .....
mehbee......
i'll be affected .....
or
i'll juz say to him .....
hmmm ....
mayb its ur time lah ah .....
im juz living a live....
enjoying the last few moments of breathing .....
entertaining myself .......
my bro's ....
my fren.....
my bike......
my classmates......
my family ......

life is aboutall the things lah.....
so 18 is juz a total chagne ......
aiiite.....
till here updates soons aiiite.....
gona thug myself on bed.......
after washing my chef uni .....
gotta go go .....
fire now .....
fire .....

i got more ordersheets to do ....
thats juz wats on my mind....
preparing myself for a new brighter day ahead
aiiiite..... life in terms of cooking to describe.....
its how u doa mise'en place.....
if u know to choose the vege
it won't taste bad for a stock lah ah ......
k then ...... updates soons.....
and try to snap pics of me and fatin at ..... work .....
hope u all try to enjoy viewing and without taggin
hehehehhes.....plz tagg aiiite.....reply to u soons

2009-06-20T08:57:00.000-07:00

TODAY

hmmmm .....
i was at the fryer doin opening.....
hmmmm .....
doin all those preps
bfore operation
hmmmmmm

nid to do alot of work sia
bt its fun u know

SOMETIME
in the morning when u " STEAM2 " BLUR SOTONG "
suddenly kena " FUCK"
hahahahhaha

bt then its like normal
everyday is juz boring
bt then just now
" SLAM SIA! "

i kept this in mind after
Fatin tells me to push myself
and tday i did it
i juz know i cn

hmmmmm
bt then i know theres a limit
cibai that uncle ah
wanna tekan me
seee
kena bax ady
ask me to fry this & that
fry give ady
nvr up
then he kena Fuck & tekan by upper hand
hahahahhaha

bt aniting
still we are in the working industry
no more skool ah eh
no more teacher to help u
ur on ur own feet lah nabeh
hehehehehs

bt to all my culinarian classmate
tahan a lil
u'll sure see a bright light shining up ahead
they tekan u
so u cn do it

aiiiiie.....
bt then got limit ah
hehehehehs

aiiiiite......
till here then .....
speed writing and cookin
FIRE LAH CIBAI !!!!
i nid to FIRE MY POST NOW !!!!

2009-06-19T17:39:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY

learnt how to

fire alot of F&C (fish and chip) from different types of fish & types of coating
learnt to cook soft shell crab, and taking out the gills
packin the lobster , nvr seen aniting like tat

now i'm trying to catch up
to thier paste
hmmmmm
Fatin told me
try to push myself to the end

im gona do it
pushing it off limits
hmmmmm
tday is gonna be a busy day
and tday
Fatin & me goin to be
at the deep fryer

hmmmmmmmm
hopefully no cockup ah!!!
hehehhehe

k lah till here
aniting juz try beep me
for now my pp8 low
aiiite

2009-06-18T17:11:00.000-07:00

TODAY

gonna be another day
its me
fatin & haizad (cdp)

hmmmmm
we are working on splits shifts
hmmmmm

3 of us same time
hmmmmmm

confirm got alot of funny things that
we r gonna do
hmmmmmm
and confirm today is fun
hehehehehhehs

k
update soons k
if cn i get the pics aiiiite
gtg
TC readers

2009-06-18T16:42:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY

Fatin and i was working tgether
but on different shifts
im working split shifts
which is ( 1030 hrs - 1400hrs)
i take my break once Fatin comes to replace me
i am suppose to be bax in the kitchen
at 1700 hrs & stanby for the operation later for dinner

During break time Fatin brouhgt some burger patty
to cook burger for herself, our fren(haizad)*CDP, & me

after eating we all went out to smoke
bcoz it wasn't bz at 2+
working split shifts is fun bt tiring
i juz nid to get use to it
arrrgghhh !!!
bt it was funny
yesterday

alot of tradgetic things happen in the kitchen
my station tat i wrked at
& the things that i suppose to do :

supply fish to the CDP
to cook in different cooking methods from deep fryin to grillin
to do all the side dish platings for main course
to do all the salads

as im doing all the duties im suppose to carry out
it was a lil bz at tat point of time
guess wat
the sink out of a sudden w/o any
alert shooting water everywhere
and i was shocked
teh hold kitchen is wet
AAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHH !!!!!
WTF !!!!!

But its funny all the CDP's
except for the head chef
isn't wet
HEHEHEHEHS

now its only for me to earn my speed
haish
gotta go hard on myself
this is wat i want
now i get it its time to make a stand in life

haish
tday guess wat i cn wake up early ady
wif no probs
goin off to work soon
at around 9 im gonna leave hm

hheheheheheh
till here then
not gonna be late for work
promised myself ady

niwae to all my culinarians frens
goodluck aiite for attchment
mit u guys bax once it ends
'aiiiiiite

2009-06-17T17:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday

It was my first day of attchment
at the fish market bisto which is located at greendale ave
i was attched there tgether wif fatin my classmate
hmmmmmm ......

there is split shifts
i learnt alot of things and to pick up speed very fast
and to use all the senses
taking up hell in the kitchen
it's different from the normal kitchen we use to learnt to
bt it was fun
and i had a tirin day

hmmmmmmm ......
juz updating a lil
for those of my bros & frens
sori nvr pick up u calls during operation time
busy learning
and working
hmmmmmmm
k then till here
updates soons aiiite

2009-06-16T01:56:00.000-07:00

GOT A QUESTION

for the ladies

till now
i still dun understand
u want us guys
to not bust u ladies up

but in the end
when we nvr msg or call
they say we bust them got other ladies

haish

try to love someone
hurt myself again

try to bust someone
she's sincere in love

WHY !!!!!

ITS OPPOSITE WAY!!!!

ARRRGGHGHHH!!!!!

2009-06-16T01:50:00.000-07:00

JUST CAME HOME

from yesterday until now
same time went out and same time went home
hmmmm

MIA for 24 hours
hehehehhes

went to Bones House
damn funny man
painting the hall down

but its cool to have a fren
who owes a house by himself
juz to support his own family

hmmmmmm
niwae
i cnt sleep last nite

the ones there was
me , rock , din bunga , bone
we talk all nite

we went riding
then we go geylang juz to eat
and then bought contra's
hmmmmm

met someone from the old scene there
haish
unexpected things happen
went bax to bones house at 1.30 am

then cnt sleep
we smoked an overnite all the way
but two of them are down
which are Bone & din bunga

hahahhah
i and Rock talks bout Mafia wars
and stuff
talking cock all nite till sunrise
then we sleep
bt i juz got like 2 hrs rest
from 7 to like 9+
woke up

coz the surroundin noisy ah
hehehhehehe

we do the cleanups
then we put the furniture at the location that is desired
now it looks like a house ady
instead of a junk
hehehehehes

till here updates soons aiiiite

2009-06-15T00:45:00.000-07:00

Tonight

Gonna be at Bone's new house

hmmmmm

gonna help an old bro of mine

paint his house down

hmmmm

so stress for attchment

all nvr reply our CV's Sent

Ma'am helped us

bt cnt make it

haish

if cnt go to any

Restraunt / Hotels

cn go crazy man

haish

now got to know Arianna & Fatin

this is the only two girls im contacting

hmmmm

bt i got this feelin that

its hard to get a relation

its better of my own

its juz better to make frenz

hmmmm

bt then

i nid someone who i cn rely on

sharing my probs

giving me luv

and share my happiness with

haish

hope i cn have that bax

haish niwaes

im goin off at 5

and i think

for those who wants to find me juz

txt me lah k

if i have pp8 with me

i call u up aiiite

even for a short moment

till here

updates tmr

2009-06-15T00:40:00.000-07:00

Last Night

spoked to a fren

who is in the same

ITE College

hahahhas

hmmmmm

we like talk to each other otp

like frm mayb round 12

hmmmmm

got to know where she stay

not so detailed lah

bt alteast knows bout her

slightly better

hmmmmm

pity her last nite

need to juz

talk to me even though she has

Sore throat

hehehehhes

bt i msged her this

if i were to have a bike

i'll get her strepsil

hehehes

then she say no nid

and she said its like a burden

bt then i told her

its not wrong if i were to do it

for a fren

hmmmmm

hope we dun loose contacts

hahahha

updates soon

2009-06-14T07:32:00.000-07:00

CHANGES GONNA OCCUR AFTER ATTCHMENT

Basically im gona change

my self on this few sections:

My hair

Change its style
Change its colour

My body

Gona make it all muscled up
try to loose a bit more weight

My dressing up style

try to use "V" neck shirt
tight fitting
using colours that i don't use always bt not pink
fot the pants gona try customize my own by drawing some designs on it hahahhhas.....

2009-06-14T07:18:00.000-07:00

JUZT NOW !!!!

i went to Lot 1 to

get my hair cut

hmmmm

after then i bought bubble tea

hmmmm

don't realize saw Lydia & Khai

Lydia dun realize me

bt i saw her

called her hp

and she ask me

"where am i ??"

hehehehehs

then she was buyin

takoyaki

i told her

got pasar malam and they bought it at

Lot 1 side shops

wa expensive sia

bt wat to do

buy ady

hehehehhehes

niwae .....

after that

i went home

to give the drinks to my family members

then i went out wif my aunts

with Rina

to Bukit Timah Plaza

waaahh !!!!

damn tirin

i dunno ah .......

im still stress bout attchment

mayb thats the coz of my tireness

haish

arrrrgggghhh !!!!

Ma'am plz reply my msg

pls.....

arrrggghhh !!!!!

2009-06-14T00:29:00.000-07:00

"Today"

I went out juz now

and guess wat

its been so long

i had not wake up that early

juz to get my breakfast

with alep

somemore nasi lemak

wow

that part ah

go home straight away

nature calls

my stomach not use to eat ady sia

ussually ate lunch only mah

haiyo

bt now ok ready

hmmmm

then we plan to play soccer

bt then i think back

my young sib

is comin

Mizz Azfirina

haiyo

that kid ah

cnferm she come

she ask me to carry her and bring her

out of the house gate for a walk want

bt nvm

its the last few moments

of enjoyment

and im goin attchement

somemore bz

after that

hols only for a few months

then must go in NS nxt yr

cnferm rabak one

haiyo till here

update soons readers

2009-06-13T07:37:00.000-07:00

hmmmm .....
its been so long since i nvr log in frenzter
bt it still the same .....
no one commented unlike tagged .....
different ah sia .....
hehehehes......

2009-06-13T07:09:00.000-07:00

hmmm......
juz came home tday ......
i went to woodlands juz now .......

i went to pierce my left ear ......
coz the whole closed .....
arrrggghhh !!!!

hmmmm ......
niwaes ..... i was wif aneh,& alep ......
hmmmm ......
we went to Woodlands Civic Mcdonalds ......
guess wat ......
there's a lady who caught the attention of my eyes.......
while im ordering ......
i juz kept an eye on her ......
after buying the meals......
i went bax to the tables.......

hmmmmm .....
guess wat......
aneh and alip .....
like kept looking at me ......
it was damn funny ......

so i tried my best to juz smile ......
bt wat to do .....
hmmmmm ......
we ate our meals......
and went off.....
to smoke .......
my heart told me ......
to get her no.
only the thing is im not brave enough to.....
like speak up to her ......
haish .........

hmmmmmm .......
i ask alip for a favour ......
he asked for me ......
her no. .......
for the first time i get an innova JC gerl.....
she's white.....
and so beautiful .......
hehehehehs........

hmmmmm ......
haish .....
bt i think now i juz want to make fren .....
with every lady ......
not the time to like make a very rite dcision......
then .....
mayb once im ready ......
then i'll step up myself bax in relation ......

hehehehhehes........
niwae ......
i had a good day ......
only cocked up in the morning ......
hehehehehhes.........

arrrggghhh !!!!!
faster lah attchment .......
plz i beg ah ......

2009-06-13T01:41:00.001-07:00

AAAARRRGGGHHH !!!!!
had my badest Saturday morning !!!!

My Grandpa ......
So noisy ah !!!!
Y cnt he keep his mouth shut for once !!!!

hehehehehs.......
bt i juz do wat he ask me to .....
he kept quiet and here i am .....
online ......
blogging !!!!
ahahahahah.......

so noisy listen to songss better !!!!

2009-06-12T23:52:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY......
slept at 5.30 am......
waaahhhh ......
cnt live like this .....
arrrggghhhh !!!!!

if everday like this i think gona get migrane.......
haish .....
bt nvm ......
hopefully cn slip well tnite........

bt yesterday .......
i went to mit Din Bunga , Bone , Pel , and i forget his name ah .....
bt nvm .....
we were at lot 1 .......
hanging around.....
smoking chilling, laughin .......
i was sitting with Din , when theres one moment.....
he said .....
miss the times where u cn lie down at a ladies lapp.....
haish ......
i think bax also .....
i myself now leading a single life.....
i try my best to not be the old me ......
bt all the ladies i met .....
i have no comments.....
its like msging them in 1-2 days......
wooow ......
its like shocking ah ......
haish......

bt wat cn i do ......
i juz nid to be patient .......
hmmmm

GOING CRAZY JUZ OVER ATTCHMENT !!!!

2009-06-12T05:33:00.000-07:00

AAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHH !!!!!

My classmates are all startin attchment !!!!!
I'm hanging here......
wish to have one ASAP LAH !!!!!

arrrggghhhh !!!!!
stress until my blog all white.....
bt no white hair ah ......
hehehehehs......

stress ah ......
smoked lots of ciggs past few days......
gone bax to the old times.......

arrrgggghhh !!!!!!
i juz won't do that .....
plz ......
hopefully im selected for the interview yesterday !!!!!

if not ....
last option.....
i dun mind takin Dyea's place
which is at the fish market ......

she tells me bout the place
ady which is located at first avenue
arrrrggghhh !!!!!!
if cnt get coffee club nvm lah......
forget it and juz go to the fish market

as long as i cn get a place
happy ady lah!!!!

2009-06-12T03:24:00.000-07:00

ARRRRGGHHH !!!!!
find blogskins pon susah !!!!!
why ?????
hehehehs.....
sori ahpun gone crazy .....

i made a dcision .....
mlz ah nk msg org .....
abih dier tk layan .....
so now ......
im finding someone yg interested.......
to like be frenz.....
ajak boboal otp .....
jumpa .....
be a fren ......
and like go out and enjoy life .....
arrrrggghhh !!!!!
sampai bla hidup mau mcm gini ah !!!!
giler aku dibuatnya !!!!!

2009-06-11T07:47:00.001-07:00

hmmmmm ......
guess wat im doin now .....
bsides bloggin ..... ?????
im chatting wif lil miss fatin ....
hehehehs......

2009-06-11T07:40:00.000-07:00

after interview juz now .....
went to teckwhye ......
actually wanna meet miss fatin ....
bt then she say last minute ......
she is not gonna hang out .....
so be it.....

met izfa after that ......
hmmmmm .....
called her .....
went to teck whye ......
reached teck whye......
and guess wat ......

saw gummy ......
hehehehehs......
its been long i nvr stepped there ......
hahahahhas......

bt cracked jokes with her .....
very funny ......
especially ......
bout "BRUCE LEE" & the "SARDINE" thingy ......
hahahahhahaks ........
funny lah seh ......
ehehehehs.......
niwae ......

went to meet my bro after that .....
fir .....
hmmmmmm
he was sad bcoz of the SP he wants ......
was bought by another owner......
haish ......
bt nvm ......
theres always other opportunity .......
arrrrrggghhhh !!!!!!

KTM LAH !!!!!!
october ah target nk kuar ......
arrrrgggghhhh !!!!!!

2009-06-11T07:05:00.000-07:00

juz now .....
tell u readers wat .....
hmmmmm .....
i went out of house at 1 .....
hmmmmm .....
i went to the arcade juz to gain my confident .....
for interview ......

hmmmmmmm.......
haish ......
was damn nervous actually ......
bt im able to control it .....
haish ......
hmmmmm .....
he asked me question .......
and i tried to answer it wif confidence .....
hmmmmmm ......
bt nvm .....
i know .....
something u cnt get to earn in life .....
bt im gona try to my limits ....
push it all off .......
hmmmmmm ......

ate and drank the last time in school .....
hmmmmm .....
then it gona be outside full of freedom ......
hmmmm .....
niwae ......

after the interview......
lydia , bob, me & vincent .....
hmmmmm .....
we juz smoked outside the school ......
hmmmmm ........
bt then ......
its like the last few moments ......
of happiness ......
hmmmmmm........
plz ......
gonna pray hard .....
that i passed this interview.......
w/o this tk leh grad ah !!!!!!

hehehehehehehs.....

2009-06-10T20:35:00.000-07:00

TODAY GOT INTERVIEW FOR ATTACHMENT!!!

Yesterday lydia pm me at my blog

then ma'am remind us about tday

then i called Mr. Bobby

hehehehs....

hmmmm .....

interview at 3 pm ....

bt gonna be in school at 2.30

bob ask me to come his house 1st

niwae till here

updates soon

2009-06-09T21:38:00.000-07:00

AAARRRRGGGHHH !!!!!!
go out lah.....
sorri lil miss......
wanna go out....
running out of cigg sticks.....
hehehehehs.......
important.....
must refill/topup ......
if not "DIE!!!".....
arrrrggghhh !!!!!
smoke ventilation nided.....
urgently.......
must kreteks not other ciggs.....
hahahahhas......
k then ....juz leave me msg at my "SMILEY DROPS"
will get back to ya readers.......
aiiiite ......
till here ....update late......
gtg.....
ahpun didi - lah !!!!!
outs

2009-06-09T21:20:00.000-07:00

WA !!!!!
NS Check-up coming liao ....
after my birthday.....
onw month Straight after that check-up .....
hmmmmm .....
hopefully get Army or Police ah !!!!
favour ah !!!!!
i dun want kena CD .......
boring sia .....
heheheehhes......
not cool .....
atleast army.......
u train hard........
then much more tougher.....
arrrgghh !!!!! ARmy lah !!!!!
go botak LAh !!!!! hehehehehs

2009-06-09T21:02:00.000-07:00

Hmmm ...... a few more days......
Fasya is at an outsiders hand .......
hmmmm ..... gonna miss her .....
the Tymes where ..... i ride w/o license.......
overtakin all the bikes .....
especially the Bike i always Damn ..... KR ......
whom the rider muke mintak kena pump ......

Done it once ......
and remember riders.......
KJE towards TUAS .....
Straight road .......
Clear Meter ......
over 200 km/h........
hahhahahs ......
then deep cornering at 100 km/h .......
at pioneer ......
hahahhahas ........
hmmmmm .....
bt nw relax .......
the rider is not me .....
and i dun even know who will be takin it .............
bt he's lucky coz this Bike is a racing bike .....
enters the Jackpot twice......
and won 3rd ......
ahahahhaks.....

ROAR POWER LAH !!!!!
hehehehs.....
Fasya (TZM) "GONE !!!!"
???? (KTM) " On The Way "
hmmmmm .......
nid a new name .....
this is my future 2nd Wifey ........
mayb hmmmm ...... either " syiqa , syeera "
hmmmmm ..... which one ......
haish ......

nvm amik prac ......
then i think ......
targeting to pass by october ......
after the day 25th july enrolled ......
ahaks ......

yesha ..... fresh .... and pumped.....

2009-06-09T20:56:00.000-07:00

hmmmm .....
after chatting......
i told her...... that im goin to take a bath ......
i went in the toilet......
wif my cigg lighted up .....
do pumpin with ciggs......
wow..... thats something people dun do rite......
sit up also the same with ciggs at my lips ......
then i did it till my cigg finish to the filter.....

doin it bax ......
pumped ......
nid that body for my work ......
my bike license.....
and nid it the most for my scrambler ......
KTM .......
hmmmm .....
nid to have that muscle arms .....
and stuffs....
dun want it too big
later look like monster.......
ahahahks ........

hmmmm ....
now continueing chatting with lil miss fatin ......
hmmmm ..... till here update soons readers......
ahpun chaoz.....

HMm......

2009-06-09T20:26:00.000-07:00

Hey ...... i made a new fren ......
from imesh .... she mayb young ......
bt i dun care ...... her character ok .....
its cool u readers know wat i mean by cool ????
heheheehs..... Her name is FaaaTTiiinn ......
hmmmm ...

we r chatting right now .....
and its like funny .....
coz of my attitude ......
mcm org giler .....
mcm dlm lockup .....
kalau dh kuar mcm mat drug.....
steam ajer ...... muka mau maintain.......
heheehehs.......

bt then .... bax to the story ...... she's fine in anyways.....
she frenly she's easy to talk ......
and her fren Gummy (izfa Bro ) ......
my best sista's younger bro .....
wat a small world ......
miracle lah ......

hehehehehehhes......
hopefully ..... we dun lost contact .......
hehehehehs..... aiiiite ahpun chaoz......

AAAARRRRGGGHHHH !!!!!

2009-06-09T20:06:00.000-07:00

Bleh giler siots......
Goin crazy sit at hm always ......
wah.....
go out .......
no plans .....
sometimes got money ......
tk nk gi shopping......
i no money ..... nice clothes lah , shoes lah , dream bike also have ......
waaaahhh !!!!! cibai .......

hahahhahahs .........
anyone ....... plz ask me out !!!!!
BORED GILER LAH !!!!!!!
hehehehhes......

call all my frenz.....
ader yg bz ......
ader kluar ......
ader kerja .......
arrrggghhh !!!!!
dunno lah ehk ......
hmmmmm ........
bsk da interview......
considering......
as if tday last day of my freedom .......
then must concentrate for attchment.....
if i cn pass the coffee club interview ......
bt if not .....
arrrrgggghh !!!!!
bleh jadi giler lah !!!!!!
hehehehehhes.......
nervous , and crazy for now .....
ahpun didi updates later and wanna chao

AAAARRRRGGGHHH !!!!!

2009-06-08T23:58:00.000-07:00

hmmmm ......
slept at 5+am ...... aaarrrrrggghhh !!!!
mati ni mcm .....
if everyday like this ......
haish ....
how is it gonna be when attchemnt starts ......
hmmmmmm ......
tired ..... still ......
bt yesterday .....
talked to my Bro " Bunga-lah"
then ..... after that slept ....
and now i mean later .....
got meeting with the rest of my bros who wants to open a team .....
haish ..... tired ah .....
and they dun even give me like effort to make it.....
haish ......
all like last minute cnt make it ........
haish .....
or is this is juz something which shows not to open .....
or mayb u cnt trust them ...... hmmmm .....
dunno lah ah .....
haish .....
but still blieve my left hand man .....
hopefully he will make it .....
haish .....

HMMM ..... im like a dumb using facebook .....

2009-06-08T04:01:00.001-07:00

hehehehehs..... im dumb ..... using facebook .....
ahahahhaks .....
so funny ......
hahahah
gona try learn and use it ......
hahahahhahs ......
hmmmm ...... upload more pics soon ..... aiiiite .....

Hmmmm ..... Nervous ..... Stress ......

2009-06-08T00:01:00.001-07:00

Why am i feelin nervous ......
and stress lately .....
hmmmm .....
bout the future Team ......
hmmmm .....
bout attchment .....
and the interciew for Attchment .......
wa ...... coming this wednesday .... 3pm ......
arrrrggghhh !!!!!

haish ......
hmmmmmm ......
haish ......
nid ideas .....
bout the stickers......
nid the designs .....
Tuesday somemore got meetings with the Team ......
hopefully it'll end here .......
for the team thats opening ......
so any bikers , drivers .......
wanna join juz tag me at my tagboard aiiite .....
or for those who knows me .....
juz ask me ..... feel free .....
aiiiite ......
till here .....
updates soons

Sad moments .....

2009-06-06T21:32:00.000-07:00

taking KTM .......
not gona taker TZM ......
its juz that i like that bike after a fren brought it infront of me ......
its like wow ...... hahahhahas ........
hmmmmm ........
aaarrrrggghhh !!!!!
but still that monster ....."KTM"
takes in oil .....
thats only for leisure ......
mayb get a side bike of X1 ......
ahahahhaks .....
big body .....small bike ......
hehheehs .......

bt nvrmind .....
Nxt stop Ktm .......
otw man .......

STRESS GILER SIOTS !!!!!

2009-06-05T20:08:00.000-07:00

Hmm ...... attchment coming leaving my three brothers behing ......
apio , alep , & fash ...... to handle the Team Metro ......
i'll still be the Bro's onli not active till i have "fasya" (TZM) .......
hmmmmmm ......
juz beep me ......
i'll pick up the phone .....
then gona head straight up to the place u guys at ......
hmmmmm ......
not gona be the same but ......
lets try make it up .....
aiiiite .........

everything is done .....
we've plan out .......
we've tried it out ......
now the final thing ........
opening ceremony .......
save and get bust bro's ......
lets drink till we drop .......
hahahhahahas .......
aiiiiite ........
cnt wait to open this and publish this like how we suppose to .....
and lets pop this big shit !!!!!
yeah ........

hopefully attchment doesn't sux......
my lecturer , Ma'am Veron .....
told me that there will be an interview at school for coffee club .....
hmmmmmmm ........
hopefully get it ah .......
arrrrgggghhhh !!!!!

arrgghh !!!!! go to bike shop with my fren ..... wa cibai ..... he ah .....

2009-06-04T09:04:00.000-07:00

hmmmm ......
i woke up at 11 .....
after his call .....
hmmmm ..... it was so damn tired .....
told him to meet at 1 .......
bt he came early ......
hmmmmm .......

tiring .....
bt then it paid off my steamy eyes .....
by the "AHM" pipe ..... of his idol bike .....
he wants standard pipe .....
i want that pipe .....
arrrggh !!!!
gona make sure get it from him or buy that pipe myself man .....
its like so skinny .....
it is like a cucumber size man.........

aaarrrrgggghhh !!!!!
1 month 20 days left .......
arrrrggghhh !!!! goin old and happier ......
hmmmmm .....
happier if i have someone to be with me tooo ......
hehehehhes ......
bought linings from aunty .........
and bought some stickers......
and given some free ......
ahahahhaks ......
want free stuffs only .....

hmmmmm .....
bt then ..... cool or wat the design i've done ......
my first piece .... the best man .......
waaaahhh !!!!!
cnt wait to have more recruits .....
hope my usb cable not spoilt .......
hmmmmm ........
till here ..... update tmr ....

hmmm ..... tday ..... Last skool day Attchment ady lah !!!!

2009-06-02T22:32:00.000-07:00

went to school ..... juz now .....

reported at 10 ..... at demo kitchen .....

hmmmmm ......

ma'am show us the pics ........

hope i cn get those .....

it was like a memory of two years .......

and brought up tday ..... for 30 mins of video .......

wooow ......

sad , lovely , & happy moments ........

haish ..... it was like a baby to an adult .......

ma'am raised us up .......

appreciate it alots .......

without her advice ......

her chance giving to me ......

i dun think im like this now like who i am ......

haish .... but two years is fast ..... it passed by .......

now the final thing ......

attchment ........

dunno where ........

haish ...... bt ma'am told me ..... that she'll try help me .....

follow up to the places i send my CV at......

hmmmmmm .....

praying hard to get wat i want .......

haish ........

seriously ......

i rilli want to feel wats its like working outside and not studying in skool nimore ......

hmmmmm ..... cnt wait to go for any interviews.......

tyme is running out ..... bt im gona go hard on myself ......

and here is some pics ..... that we took juz now ........

till here update soons aiiite ......

hmmmm ...... y must i go through this always.....

2009-06-02T09:03:00.000-07:00

Hmm ......
its been a few weeks like this .......
i felt like as if i've been knock down by a car ......
down and hard to get up .....
bt i tried pullin up myself .......
facing aniting i had ......
hmmmmm .......

bt i know my ups and down .....
like ive learn somethings that u yearn to have ....... u cnt owe it ......
coz they have thier own prespective of u ......
haish ..... always keep this saying to myself ady ......
hmmmmm ..........

hope that the one gets a better one .......
and not get into the problem again like wat ones has juz been through.......
sorry ...... and i juz think that its something that i want to express .....
hmmmmm ...... its hard and i nid to go over it ........
haish .......

Waaaaahhhh !!!! LATE AGAIN AH CIBAI !!!!

2009-06-02T08:55:00.001-07:00

Hmmmmm ......
tday was a day i was late for skool ......
hmmmmm .......
i dunno how to explain ......
that was the first time im late for exams .....
and cnt believe that fast i reach ITE Clementi .....
its like 10 mins ......

hmmmmmmmm .....
was fascinating .....
dun believe that i cn be that fast .....
was the fastest timing i made it to school .....
actualli got faster timing ah ......
bt that was on bike ......
hehehehehes........

hmmmmm .......
bt the test was hard ......
haish ......
wat sir jim taught us .....
is not covered on the paper sia !!!!
WTF !!!!! aRRRRGGHHH!!!!!
bt nvm ......
i think i'll juz pass this paper ......
aiiiiite .......

hehehhehehehes ........
hmmmmm .....
bt after school was fun .....
sitting outside .....
near the garden near our school ......
ahaks ........

hmmmmmm ......
still counting the days.......
the day that im waiting its coming nearer ......
ahahahhahaks ........
go where i want .....
and do all the things.....
and going for the things that i earn and use it alll .......
hahahhahahs ......

hmmmm ....... waaahh ..... late for test tday ...... arrrghh !!!!

2009-06-01T00:07:00.000-07:00

hmmmmm ........
i was up early tday .......
thought the paper starts at 11.30 ...........
but it started at 11 ..... WTF !!!!!
damn late man .......
bt then i manage to reach the class .......
at 11.10 ......
im only 10 mins late .......

so .....
i still cn catch it up to them ......
hmmmmmm .......
bt tdays paper wasn't that bad ......
the hardest part was the section B ......
must write ...... arrrggghhh !!!!!!
juz cnt manage to make a few question ......
but i think meehhhbeeee ...... i cn just pass this paper ......

hmmmmmmm ......
arrrgggghhhh !!!!
tmr one more paper same time ........
same place ...... arrgghh !!!! ........

bt then i think tmr is earler then tday ...........
ahahahhah ......
k then update later gtg ...... tc aiiite .......

Yesterday 29th May

2009-05-29T21:40:00.000-07:00

it was in the morning ......
i went out to have breakfast bfore i went for the event ........
hmmmmm ...... i was with one of my bro ........ alep .......
hehehehhs ........

we had nasi lemak .......
we talk bout after school where should we hang out ......
hmmmmmm ....... i told him i want to buy ...... cigrattes ....... "contra"
hahahhaahs ...... then he say ok lah ........
then we went our seperate ways .........
he went home to change for work .....
i went to school for event .........

hmmmmm ......
i was actually tired ..........
bt then ....... i try to hang on to myself ......
its a responsibility ....... for me to go to school .......
and its an event haish ......
bt then ....... it was fun having roles .........
and it was Ma'am's bdae the next day ........
haish ........
bt then ....... haish it was all like last minute ..... not knowing ......
till one of my classmates told me ........

arrrggghhh !!!! should have bought something .......for her .........
bt then ...... at the event ....... playin a role as an assistant manager ..........
is fun and it challenge u to do the things thats out of the box ........
hahahhahas ....... i was lost when i came into the restraunt for the event .......
bt then slowly takin up momentum....... i manage to overcome wat i think i cnt ........
even though its a lil cocked-up ....... its ok ...... atleast they tried their best .........

it wsa around 5+ ...... when the event ended ......
and we nid to clear ups ......... haish ........
its hard life bt it was damn fun ........ turning the table clothes and puttin them bax ......
long time since i nvr work in a function hall ....... as a waiter......
bt then its fun ...... hate it lots ....... to vaccum ...... arrrggghh !!!!! .........

bt nvm ....... i went off after i turn the table clothes ......... and washing the bar place ........
had the most painful day standing ....... with my safety shoes .........
and using a black long sleeve ...... damn hot man ........
hahahhahas .........

went home straight ......resting on my bed ....... at around 6+ ........
i was damn tired ...... i have to drag my feet ..... to mit alep ...... and another two bros of mine ....... fash ..... taufiq ....... .bt then ......... sitting wif them is makin up the night ......
we laugh ...... at the jokes ....... that all of us made one by one ........
and ..... as we smoke contras........ hahahahhahs .......

all of us headed home ..... at 10 ..... from the hang out place........
hehehehhes........
bt its was a day ...... tiring ..... till i woke up at 11+ tday.......
hahahaaahhs.........
till here ......
cnt wait for the nxt posting readers....... alot more coming ......
aiiite ......

Tday ...... Shoppin man ......

2009-05-27T07:41:00.000-07:00

Hey......

long time no update huh .......

apologize readers .......

my blog still under maintainance .......

hehehehehs ......

bt atleast better lah cn read wat .......

hahahahha.......

changing to future man .......

hmmmmm .......

went to buy a long black sleeve shirt juz now .........

and authoring my pants .......

bought a jeans and a Truck cap ......

that doesn't sound right ......

hehehehehs ..... bt nvrmind .......

mayb wanna change my style of dressing up ........

hmmmmmm .........

Till here ..... update soons aiiite .....

06/05/2008

2009-05-06T03:33:00.000-07:00

tday ......
i went to school ......
it was as normal but then ......
i had somethings to do at hm ......
hmmmmmm .......

niwaes .......
i reach home at 6.30 ......
after meeting my frenz father...... after went to the restraunt ......
ask his father whether i could go attchment juz now ......
and stuff ...... he say that he is considering.....
haish......

nvrmind.....
mayb i think i must try hard ......
to get a place ......
asap .....
hmmmmm ......
tmr ..... beautiful ......
no skul ..... the best opportunity .....
hmmmmm ......
try ask around ......
hmmmmmm .......

so .....
anione interested .....
on following .....
hmmmmm ......
walking down the road of orchard .......
to clark quay ......
from restraunts ...... to hotels wif restraunts......????
hehehehhehhes..........

haish ......
i go home and went online for a while juz now ......
to see whether theres any like replies ......
in my inbox from the resume i sent ......
hehehehes......
bt theres none of them.......

haish .....
tday not my day .......

Wat happen to me on wednesday ????

2009-04-16T05:19:00.000-07:00

I went in to the forest ......
like one stupid motherfucker ......
hahahhahahs ......

but seriously who will be so dumb goin into a forest alone .....
bt then im a bit dumb ......
i went into the forest ......
near bukit panjang ....... its located at pending road .....
which is near to dairy farm ......

so .....
the story begins like this......
it was around 2 .......
after i waited for alfred's call which wasn't return .....
so i dcided to make it final.....
which come to the point in my head to go ......
in the forest alone ......
so .....
i pack the stuffs i nid .....
bought my cigg pack .....
then move into the forest ......
i rmbr the place where my old bro's show me .....
a secret pathway juz to get down and deeper in the forest .....
so w/o any doubts ......
i moved in ......
it was still slippery by the rain in the morning .....
which was a heavy down pour .......
bt i still went in juz to get my task given done ......
so ..... the first few step down a step slope .......
was fine ......
bt when im like in the centre of the slope ......
i was not so stable by the mud ......
so ..... i start to slip ......
and then fallin by the butt .......
slidin straight down .....
and thought it was only mud ......
there was rocks .....
at the bottom .....
it was seriously .......
pain in the ass .......
hmmmmm ......
bt then ..... i cn say was shock myself ......
so i start lightin a cigg and smoke......
to calm myself down .......

then i called an old bro ......
he came down ......
15 mins later .......
it was around 3+ ........
he saw me sittin by a small old roadside which leads to a lake ,
hmmmmm ......
as i smoke waiting for him ......
the things i saw was horrible .......
like ...... venomous spider ......
an eagle on top a high tree .......
bt then , i relax ......myself ....
by smokin ..... and then ..... holding a thick stick .....
juz to protect myself from dogs .......
hahahahhas ........
its okae in the end ,
and i think when my fren Nas reaches .....
he ask me .....
wat happen .....
and i start smiling and laughin
so .....he actualli laugh as i tell the story .....
bt i was fun adventuring .....
even in a small forest .....
u guys should try .......
hehehehhes .......
i recieve a msg ......
after pain in my ass .......
some of my old scene family ......
msg to ask to comeover to have some kind of ......
mit up and stuffs ......
so ..... i went over ......
and i slep for a short while ......
bt then ......
its all done ......
eaten and left for home bout 11 ......
reaches home around 12 ......
then .....went to slip ......
and woke up at 8 in the morning .....
rushing for skool ......ahahahah.......

at the chalet ...... what have i done and what have they done .....

2009-04-08T01:58:00.000-07:00

hmmm ..... delicious food .....

2009-04-05T06:48:00.000-07:00

hey ......
i think the stingray ......
that we bought yesterday .....
was so delicious ......
after some seasonings ......
and the importan thing is the sambal .....
its like wooow ......
fascinating .....
and its burning hot on the tounge .......

u should try man ......
hahahahha .........
hmmmm ...... we have done the preps .....
only for the actual day ......
hahahahhas ......
so ..... gonna make sure it'll go smoothly ......
aiiiye ......
hahahahshs .......

k then till here .......
gotta go go .......

Hmmm ......

2009-04-04T22:34:00.000-07:00

Wow ......
facinatin huh ......
btw .....
i ain't mad at ya if u post something on my blogg .......
if it is a sin .....
i'll try cover it up for u ......

hhahahahs ......
so to make it not ......
coz .....
hmm ......
i owe u one ......
for this .......
its damn nice .....
and the way u put it in words in a post .......
wow ......
i cn feel the precense of something sweet .......
about u ...... hmmm .......
hehehehehs ......

HEy .....tragedy of a night scene bfore prep day for chalet

2009-04-04T22:29:00.000-07:00

Hey, today.....i met up with bob,khai,and sue which bob tagged along hmmmm ...... we met around 1 am ...... actually i met khai around 11+ ......bt then ..... we .... waited for bob .....coz we don't know the way ..... (so dumb)hahahahhahas ......we waited for bob ..... and at the same time we plan out on wat to buy .....for the foods for chalet .....which falls on 7th & 8th of april ......
haix..... this is the last meetup .....for all of us (CB-CK)(08-09)hahhaahas .....hopefully it'll be the last and a memoriable one ......
so ..... after bob & sue arrived .......we went to coporation rd ..... to eatone of the best "nasi lemak" in sgapore .....
hahahahhas .....we ordered the four sets ......and then ..... i ordered drinks ......which was 2 bandung, a red bull , and a kopi katai .....hahahahhas ...... we chat there ......and laugh as we eat ......ahahahahah .....
hmmmm ...... by then ......its around 2+ .......then ..... i and khai ......moved on to fishery port ......to buy the bbq seafood stuffs ......coz its quite cheap ......hahahhahahahs .......
hmmmm .....we bought this :*stingray (9 kg) " two big piece"*prawns (2 1/2 kg ) " hmmmm thing not enough leh "* Squids (2 kg ) " hmmm ...... they try to cheat us "
ARRRRGGGHH !!!!!haiyo ..... make their fcuking mind cn not ......one Fishmonger says " $6/per kg "tawkeh says " $5/per kg "haiyo ...... "" HENG WERE NOT SLIPPY "if not we cheated ......
over all we spent almost $ 80 ......haix..... juz for a night .....bt nvrmind ...... i understandd this always ......have the hard time now .......and then .......enjoy after the hard times has been gone through ......
hahahhahahas ......we head home ........and try to fillet the stingray ......i called lydia ......asking "how the hell to do this"we never learnt this bfore .......bt nvr mind ..... listen to the instruction given ......and settled ......hahahhahahahs ........
hmmmmm ......me myself and khai have hard time ......filletin and felt disgusted by the stingray stomach .....and the shit .....
" who does the operation ?????"me ..... hahahahhahs .......khai calls me scientist ......i told him ......" i should take up nursing course "hahahhahahhas ......i took out all the shit .......WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWW !!!!!FASCINATING HUH !!???hahahhaahhas ........
bt then ...... its like ......enjoyin man at night ......hahahahhas ..... then ......khai sent me home ridin on his car ......hahahhahahs .....hmmmmm ...... on the way home ......near the junction of his house traffic light .....there's two fcukin collusion of taxi's ......wooow ......its like 4 am ......and there's an accident ......haix ........bt nvrmind ......we talk bout the things that we should do ......at chalet later .....hahahahahs ........hmmmm ...... poker anyone ......hmmmmmm ...... who wanna gamble ?????hahahhahs ..... RMBR bring the stacks i mean .....stash "($$$$$)" best if it were coins ......($0.50) aiite ...... or play big bucks .......hahahhahahs ......pray hard fengshui for that day .......hahahhahas ........we ....went on the way hm .....at brickland road .....theres a Stupid dogg......on the road after khai horned .....hmmmm .... it juz moved a bit of its body ......ahahahhs ..... why ?????scared rite ......
hmmmmmm .......he sent me hm and i took the stuffs that he needs .....the rice and the sauces ......ahahahahhs ......cooooollll ......k till here ......it'll continue on the next post aiite ......readers & haters ......thnx for spending the time on me ......hahahhas .....appreciate and cn hate ......coz its stated .......
k then ..... update more ......hmmmm ......ahpun didi ( west side ) ehehe mmmm......ahahahhas .......

2009-04-04T07:15:00.000-07:00

This is another post .....

where we drink ......

at nite ......

me jana's x 2 .....

and wal / adams / dinks .....

hahahahhas .......

after one and one more.....

wow ......

nvr had this type with my old mates ......

hahahahhashs.......

its the G thing ......

u get wat im saying .......

hehehehhes ........

hey ........

this is a week ago .....

and its like wtf.......

Facial expression .... to take care off ......

2009-04-04T07:02:00.000-07:00

Hey ..... in the toilet doin the facial wash on my face.....

hahahahhs .....

who says only lads ...... keep their facial expressions .....

hahahahha ......

hmmmmm .......

i do tc of my facial expression tooo aiiiye......

hehehehehehhehehhehes .......

hmmmm .......

i juz feel the way i am ......

facial expression is important aiiye ......

and the smile ...... thats the most important ......

hahahahhas .......

and hows that ......

hehehehehs......

aiiye ......

gtg.....

ahpun didi to facil expree ......

ehehehehhes ......

2009-03-28T23:31:00.000-07:00

Wat i did last nite.......

2009-03-26T01:57:00.000-07:00

This is wat i did ......
i went to YEW TEE .......
then i try to find a fucking POSB DEPOSIT MACHINE ......
BT u guys guest wat .......
SGPORE is like WTF ........
i went to every sgl POSB/DBS machine at CCK ......
they only take ...... the PASSBOOK....
WA ..... WTF !!!!!

so i dcided to go to yew tee ......
at last i get to deposit ......
the amount that i want ......
after depositing ......
i went to topup my pp8 and hers ......
so ......
i ride a bus to yew tee.......
called alep .....
on the way there .....
he say he cn mit me for a short while .......

so .....
we met up .....
disturbing people at yew tee ......
again .....
hahahahahs .......
then .....

i went home after buying mac......
and saw ..... alep ..... flirting.....
with aishah of MCDONALDS STAFF .....
AHAHAHAHA .......

WTF!!!!
then i drew some pics .....
which u guys i want to share wif ......
so kip on readin coz got alot of things to share ......
aiiiye ......

Wat i done after lunch ??? from 2+ -4+

2009-03-26T01:48:00.001-07:00

This is the final step of ......
the spraying .....
yesh ah ...... left with the stickers .....
mother fuckes ...... to my bros and hater to the readers .......
this is the big shit popping comming in ur way .......

to METRA !!!!!!!!!
THIS IS FOR U GUYS >>>
Anyone interested tagg me .......
or add us at metra-racing-team@live.com
aiite ...... either at msn ....... for those who blogg ......
link us at metra-12.blogspot.com .......

CNT WAIT FOR THIS >>>>>
AAAARRRRGHHHH !!!!!!!

Thnx for my bros / Sis who supported me to this .....
it turns out to be me ..... and me juz me to METRA >>
ggaagagaggas .......

the pics .... of a prove ......
readers ..... last process .......

Wat have i done tday during lunch

2009-03-26T01:39:00.000-07:00

1st ly .......
did some house chores .....
hahahahhashs ......

then i went to sent my granny to polyclinic......
then ..... msg her in the morning ......
after then i wake one of my metra's bro ...... ALEP !!!
he's slipping and he woke up at around 11.30 ......
he wants to meet me ......
then ...... we went out to lunch ......
ALEP eat BIG MAC .......
AHPUN ate , MCSPICY MOTHER FUCK ,
hahhahahahahahs ........

then we went to lot 1 ......
for a short while ......
to enjoy ourselves .....
by disturbing others ,
we disturb then by actions and more to words......
like ......
" EXCUSE ME !!!!"
hahahahhahs ......
" HALO HALO "
hehehehhehs .......
" AH BOOOOOOYYYYY "
hahahahhahhas ......
" lastly is this"
"MEEEEHHHKKK"
hehehehehhes .......
the people we irritate is like shock and .....
i got a though feelin that they will say .....
this in their heart ......
wat happen to this 2 boys ......
WTF !!!!
hahahahahashs .......

u got to do this execise man ......
its not a must .....
bt u should try ..... reccomended by me ......
hahahhahahahs ......
anywhere .....
anyplace .......
anytime .......

Today : Wat ive Done .......

2009-03-25T02:45:00.000-07:00

AFter a tiring day of work yesterday ...... not enough sleep ...... i met my bro at 7pm ....... start spraying 1st coatin on the helmet ...... after sand papering it ....... then today ...... after my beauty slip ...... i start spraying second coating of helmet , and make all the black spots gone ...... hahahhahsa ...... its quite tiring spraying the helmet ...... takes time ..... days ...... haiz ....... patience beats me of ....... hahahahahahs ......... this is the time where we play with spray ..... not like the old times , spray as something stupid ...... so ..... ya ..... the pics are here >>>>>>

TOONS to Wizards ....

2009-03-25T02:40:00.000-07:00

These are the toons .....
that i drew ......
2 days ago ......

METRATOON:
(left) Casual suit
(Center) The wizard a.k.a RACER SUIT
(Right) Dirt Racing

My bad dream ....... and made up my mind to move one step further ......

2009-03-25T02:22:00.000-07:00

Tday .....
i kept thinkin.....
i dreamt of something bad ......
a few hours ago .....
then i was wacked upside down ......
bloody on the ground , slashed, wacked by my old bro's ......

im not sure of wat .....
bt then .....
i was half dead ......
its like Wat The Fuck ......

i recieve a call
from my old bro .....
he asked me to meet him ......
and he says that ......
i baxstabbed him by words ......

haiz ......
its like its goin as wat as my dream says .....
then one of my close bro's ......
call me ......
and say ......
where am i ......
i say im at hm ......
i met him .....

i was shock ......
that everything went fine ......
and wat his ex says was through......
my old bro gets all my love ones ......
hurt them one by one ......
stealin the one i love most .......
due to some probs in the past ......
wat my old bros say was through bout it .....
brothers ...... are juz for moments .....
of those poppin days ......

u know wat i mean ......
i make myself DEAD & GONE ......
from KMKZ ........

coz ..... i think ......
its the time i move on to another step up ......
juz lost in a world ......
where i cnt find the direction i want to go ......
try to catch my dream ......
bt feel its far .......
gone from catchin up bt giving up ......

came bax on track ......
bt the past juz won't change .....
once known bad ......
always bad .......

Im not "nizam sad-sad" as last time
or "ahpun didi"
haiz.......
sori apit ......
i juz want u bax .......
i cnt win this anymore .......

everythin is in a mess without u ......
now i understand how u feel......
how things goes ......
and im gona fetch u .....
once ur free from the bars of steel ......
promise these to the readers & HATERS
aiite ......

"ahpun " a.k.a "nizam" is promisin that won't turn bax time ......
moving of to another life ...... and goin to catch wat i want ..........
no more shits ......

Hmmmm ...... Am i dead & gone in the scene of my past ????

2009-03-23T04:24:00.000-07:00

Hey ...... tday is another day again ......
i think that life is an interestin journey .......
Theres an ups and a down .....

my life in the past is all bout the "G" stuff ......
or for all those malay calls it the "M" thingy ......

hahahahhas .......
i found my name "ahpun"
by my old bro's
all those "A"s
starting of the name
frm then on i be part of the scene ......

bt after all those things happens ......
ain't no more big shit poppin aiiite ......
all those cops and you know ......
always on the tail ......
at the same time family starts having
all those probs.....
which was very makin me down ......
left the scene then on 24th December .....
the date is always on my mind ......
for me all the "G" things cnt give u wat u want in life .......

Thats wat i understand .......
its an extra commitment .......
for u to have excitment , Enjoyment , wacking others as if
theyre fuckin animals .......
they are like wooow .....
for those who thinks fighting is an enjoyment ......
its cool ...... for now .....
bt not later when u see the four walls.....
no life ......

maybe for now i think that no more troubles from the past .....
time flies ...... nid to get a life ......
i mean get my life bax .......
wanna catch up to my dreams.......
earn that goal that i always wanted ......
at the same time the new design i've been working on ......
yeah ......
hope that it'll be done soon .....

and getting myself a new name ......
ahpun ..... to something else ......
ahpun or mayb its the same name ......
bt nt the same character ......
aiiite .......

AHPUN >> DEAD AND GONE "APD"

MY DREAM BIKE ...... AT last get to Ride on it .....

2009-03-18T22:05:00.000-07:00

!!!!!! "TZM " !!!!!!!

My IDEAL bike .......

in Life ......

yesh ah.....

tried it last nite ......

it suits my style ......

hahahahahs......

the speed beats my expectation ......

hahahahhah........

2B power ........

the pic is me wif the ideal bike ......>>>

2nd Design of the cutting ..... "METRA"

2009-03-15T01:49:00.000-07:00

METRA RACING TEAM
2nd helmet......
this is the design after finalised.....
still dunno the design ......
whether to open or not ......
opening on the 12/ december ......
hahahhahahahs .......
12 is the number ......
hahahhas ........
its a relax cutting ......
no fighting......
hmmmm ......
and more lah......
know us more ......
email for metra racing team is ......
too come soon ..... aite ......
METRA di mana2 ......

METRA RACING TEAM ON PROCESS !!!!

2009-03-15T01:44:00.000-07:00

METRA"S First helmet .........
the colour for the helmet is White, Orange , Black , & Red wordings .....
so hows the design ...... is it modernized ????
Metra means .... Morden A.k.A Metropolitan
so..... we cut the words from metropolitan to Metra
so .... ya ..... till here ...... 2nd helmet drawn post in another post ......
aite......
ahpundidi ..... the founder ......
outies ....... any comments ..... ????
leave the words on my tagg box .......

METRA TOONS OUT

2009-03-14T23:48:00.000-07:00

This is METRA TOON

this is a cutting which i made

for my classmates

frenz

old bro's

this is the toon/wizard

anyone interested???

hahahhahs.....

doesn;t matter

malay chinese indian

all in one

hahhahahas.

aiite...

Helmet design is here posted in another

section

aite ahpun didi outies

on monday this week ........

2009-03-13T01:59:00.000-07:00

this is the pic we took at J.P
hahahhahsh .......
go play maximum tune .....
sometime an adult has a kid in them ....
so this is a story of my half brother .....
the othe half of me .......
ah pun & alep

this is the real pic of him .....
a nurse and a cook ......
hahahahah.......